haha.. what a title.. no matter whether you choose the first or the latter.. its the same.. haha.. i am happy today.. happy happy happy.. *beams* haha.. remember how i complain that tiff din msg-ed me.. haha.. well.. she msg-ed later.. and she said she aint working.. wOah wOah was i happy.. haha.. then i act i aint interested. haha.. actually i dont know larx.. haha.. then i called her.. because bills gonna shoot.. and my mum will kill me before chi new year.. i still want to collect my red packet.. especially from my aunt who owe me for 17 years.. wahahaha.. well.. the reason she owe me for 17years is because she migrated to aussie land.. and never came back for chi new year.. so annoying right.. haha.. ya.. and so i called her.. and the initial main objective of talking about today thingy went on and on.. well.. blame me.. because i miss her and i just want to catch up with her.. haha.. then she commented of her first impression on me and stuff.. and she say i am actually a very different person from what i act out as.. haha.. what do you all think? haha.. ya.. then she was like.. eh.. dont talk already.. or else tomorrow(which is today) will have nothing to talk.. haha.. then i ask her to pray to God to give her wisdom to what to talk to me about.. haha.. ya.. we hang up around 1130.. hmm.. so i went to play game bla bla larx..
this morning.. woke up around 1045.. yup yup.. haha.. and i was happy.. *whee haha.. bathed and went out.. well not exactly.. my parents fetch me though.. haha.. then i shop challenger without my voucher.. aRrgGg.. i always forget to bring out and use.. haha.. that's my birthday pressie lor.. haha.. ya.. then tiff called.. yea.. so went to tampines mall and meet her.. yup.. guess what.. 2 of us went to eat seoul garden.. haha.. i feel weird eating seoul garden with one friend only.. haha.. i miss my seoul garden kaki.. when we going to eat again.. haha.. all the nonsense we do there.. i bet seoul garden tampines mall hate us.. hahaha.. ya.. tiff and myself ate for about 2hr? i dont know.. ya.. then we walk around and around.. the 2 of us lost to what to do also.. haha.. and she is always hitting me.. my gosh.. i so skinny already still anyhow hit me.. very pain lehz.. but its ok.. its for the fun of it what.. haha.. yup yup.. then i was quite tired.. haha.. the weather is making me tired lor.. haha.. i wanted to watch movie.. but i din raise the issue up.. because her sis have to go for some appointment.. ya.. so around 3+ we walk to the interchange.. ya.. saw strudel.. and SHE DONT LET ME BUY.. i want to eat one.. haha.. then i was whining lor.. then she was like.. okok go buy go buy.. haha.. then she put money into my wallet.. so annoying.. told her 3bucks only no need.. but she insist.. haha.. i bought apple and strawberry strudel.. yeah.. strawberry.. haha.. then she went into the vcd shop.. and we had a fight there.. of me wanting to give her back her money and she running away.. haha.. then she saw a vcd she liked.. but she is broke.. haha.. so she cant buy.. but i was like.. am a member there.. so i took and pay the money for it.. and throughout the whole journey to the interchange.. she was hitting me and scolding me.. haha..*shrugs* i dont know what is her problem man.. haha.. the single deck 81 we din want to take so we wait.. yup.. then took photo.. haha.. i love the picture.. very nice.. haha.. well.. she cant use her hp to take.. she is lousy.. but i am good.. muahahaha.. =p then took the double deck one.. haha.. i told her i will take with her one day from interchange to interchange.. because she say its an experience.. haha.. she like i accompany her larx.. told her to do it with her future boyfriend.. but she claim that her future boyfriend wont have time.. which i have no idea why.. haha.. and she say she doubt she will have a boyfriend.. oh well.. no worries.. she will have a friend like me.. wahaha.. ya.. went home and i knock out.. which is like total madness.. haha.. slept from 430 to 7.. and now.. here i am thinking of what God has given me.. and i cant help but think.. am i blessed or am i blessed..
just look at last year.. i was happy at this point of time last year because i need not go sch.. that's pure laziness.. yup.. then we progress.. then i join back up.. which somewhat change my life.. praising God was different.. it went up a higher level.. i learn to love God more too.. but what really change my life last year was joining MSG and FBIc camp committee.. i've learn so so much more on prayer.. on the heart of worship.. yes.. I LOVE GOD more now.. its just so hard to describe.. yes.. and if not for MSG and FBIc.. especially FBIc.. i wouldnt have know more people who share the same passion.. yes.. people like lee.. fel.. cherie.. jac.. and needless to say zhon and edlyn.. i've learn so much so much last year.. and its all because of the blessing of God.. not only does it stop in church.. it continues in sch.. yes.. my first sem.. i got to know great people like dee and fer.. whom i can never stop talking about.. i can never ask for more.. i am super duper blessed.. yes.. i love my life now with God the center of it.. but i will look forward more to my life in heaven.. hee.. but you know what.. humans are greedy.. and so i ask for more.. haha..lets see what i got now:
tiffany as my good buddy too.. though i dont see her.. but she is someone i hold dear to.. yes.. corrin.. the oldest one.. haha.. gone through thick and thin and will continue to be one i love..
hui.. the one who is the sweetest all the time..
lee.. my super twin.. will never stop loving this twin of mine.. always there for me.. haha..
fel.. the mad woman when i am around.. trying to snatch my position as the lamest.. haha.. but always there to encourage me and bring me closer to God..
cherie.. the one who think her beauty can beat my twin and myself.. she need to be counselled.. haha.. but still a crazy friend i wont want to miss..
jac.. the ultimate lamer.. ia m a little behind her.. but i will catch up.. haha.. someone who share lots of experience with.. someone who let me know the depth of God's grace through the bible..
zhon.. my forever mad friend.. mad mad mad.. my prayer kaki too.. my twin concluded the 2 of us when praying together its never ending.. lets keep it like this and ask for more..
edlyn.. the most naive and yet the one who showed me how wonderful God is through the words released..
qing.. quiet reserved but yet.. a woman of God.. share lots of experience especially from back up.. and now.. to lead the cell together..
haha.. can i stop here?? there's so many i got now.. haha..
yes yes.. you might ask not enough? and yes its never enough.. how many wouldnt want to be blessed.. haha.. its tough.. to be not blessed by God when you have him.. haha.. and so God.. you know.. year 2005.. i want more of this friendship.. i want to grow close to these people.. and we will glorify your name together.. Amen!
my little girls especially this year.. i want them to bond.. with me and qing in.. i want them to open up and show their passion for you and be a blessing to their school people.. i love my little girls.. and i thank God for them.. haha
oh no.. whats up with this entry.. it never seem to be ending.. why? haha.. thanks tiffany for letting me to understand what friendship i have.. for sitmulating my brain juice to be able to think of all these.. haha.. i can never thank God enough for all that he gave me..
question.. am i blessed or am i blessed? haha.. i'm both!
oh lord.. what can i do to please you.. pleasing you is all i want to do.. glorifying your name is all i want to do.. prasing your name is something i can never stop doing...