Last week passed! am so glad.. brace myself up during the weekends.. thanks to GOD! yup.. saturday was still abit down.. but sunday.. wOah wOah.. my little cell.. so cute.. we played game.. and i think they enjoyed it.. but they're a little quiet.. after cell.. went over to the coffee shop opposite church to study with fel and gerry.. took quite awhile before we settle down.. haha.. after i went there we just talk larx.. took awhile to actually get serious.. yup.. and yup.. studied for about hmm.. 1045 to 130.. how long? haha.. gerry left around 1230 to play LAN.. she is addicted man.. left fel and myself.. fel was writing essay on her literature poems.. my gosh.. i will faint.. haha.. while i was studying econs.. yeah.. yup.. study study study.. i looked at the clock.. its 115.. never mind.. fel have inspiration to write.. better not disturb.. then i continue studying.. then.. after that.. 125.. oo.. we better make our way to church for MSG.. yup.. haha.. and fel commented.. why the 2 of us always late.. *shrugs* i have no idea either.. haha.. went cell.. had a very cool ice breaker.. haha.. thinking of forfeit for the person beside you.. haha.. i was like.. aiya.. never mind larx.. so mine was to spell horrible.. haha.. end up we do ourselves.. yeah.. i'm saved!!! haha.. fel wanted edlyn to do the i believe i can fly by william hung.. mad girl.. end up she do herself.. lots of laughters indeed.. then we were back to serious business.. worship kind of brought me in the mood to just focus on God.. then release of word.. it just seem that God want us to depend on him and no one else.. yup.. then.. uncle blue gave us 3 verse to ponder over and think of our goals bla bla bla.. i went to one corner.. and i read the 3 verse.. it hit me very hard!!! i pray to God.. and i sense that God want me to concentrate on HIM.. yes.. especially when i shared the word on mary and martha.. yes.. i no longer wanna be martha.. i want to be mary.. and my goal is not to cling on to him alone.. but be on his shoulder.. to be strong.. so when people squeeze me.. all that is out from me is HIS word.. i dont want to be SATAN's victim again.. never ever.. we gathered back to share.. and i realise something.. the whole MSG had a very very rough week.. SATAN is working his way in us.. because we are leaders rising up to bring GOD glory.. he instill in us all the rubbish.. like all we are doing are routine bla bla bla.. but.. yesterday cell.. brought us back on track.. SATAN's planned is a FLOP.. yes.. i praise God that he had never given up hope on us.. GOD IS INDEED GOD!! PRAISE THE LORD.. i want to always find strength in HIM.. i want to be on his shoulder!! yes!! i praise God that my parents havent been very harsh on my commitments.. we've been talking alot on my commitments.. even uncle blue talked about it yesterday.. so i guess.. i really should step down for back-up.. yup.. i can praise God anywhere.. and.. i want to bring GOD glory not only through voices.. yup.. i guess back-up isnt afterall my calling? i dont know.. but i am definately stepping down.. yup.. decision is made!
hmm.. after cell.. fel was teaching reagan about hockey.. she is cool lor.. yup.. haha.. i love fel.. she is always there for me when my faith is shaken.. never regret knowing the wOah wOah people and MSG.. changed my life!! yup.. anyhow.. after teaching.. fel and myself went to the beancurd shop.. yup.. call call ask ask all never reply.. so thinking none going.. we went ourselves.. yup.. haha.. on the way there.. she was singing all the rubbish song.. irritating me.. at that point of time. i wish lee was by my side to share with me.. haha.. yup.. eat and talk.. then xian joshie QING and uncle blue came.. haha.. yup.. just talking nonsense and about soccer.. like =/ haha.. fel went to watch the soccer match anyway..haha.. yup.. xian was so sad he cant go because he got work.. haha.. qing was pretty quiet.. yup.. then we went off around 420.. yup.. took 53 home.. and i just thank GOD for always being there for me.. I LOVE YOU..
You raise me up So i can stand on mountains You raise me up To walk on stormy sea I am strong When i am on your shoulders You raise me up to more than i can be..
Hallelujah!! I LOVE GOD.. I LOVE JESUS.. I LOVE MY FAMILY.. I LOVE wOah wOah.. I LOVE MSG!!!
oh no.. late for meeting my classmates to study.. wish me luck for my exams.. oh. thanks choy!! =)