hmmm... life is always screwed up yeah? haha.. but.. when you have something in you.. that always telling you to move on.. encourage you.. which you think is self-motivation.. think again.. where can you draw such strength..?
i was having this conversation about life with my mum dad and sis yesterday.. and and and.. well.. my parents din comment much.. it was only my sis and myself talking.. so.. we were talking.. and then my sis commented.. actually to die you need courage.. you need it to help bring you down a building.. need it to help you cut your wrist and let the blood flow.. but again.. you need courage to live in this horrible world.. again the question.. where you find such courage.. such strength to move on?
It all comes from within right? who is within you.. ITS GOD.. what always tells you what is right and wrong.. your consious right? your consious is the holy spirit.. to listen to it or not.. its your choice.. life is about choice.. it is.. you choose to listen to your consious.. to be good.. when you listen to it.. you are actually listening to GOD.. you realise that?
haha.. am i making any sense to you all? hmmm.. in the bible.. it states that we are the blessed generation.. because.. we have yet seen but believe.. we have yet seen jesus wounds.. but we believe he died and rose.. how cool.. and you wont want to trade this blessing for anything will you..
he is someone whom when you are sad.. you can talk to.. cry to.. when you are happy.. he make you even happier.. remember.. he is the light!!.. so when you are in the darkness.. you can see him clearly.. the danger is.. when we are in the light.. we feel we cant feel him.. we dont see him.. because satan is lying to you.. faith takes courage.. haha.. everything takes courage.. but GOD gave you courage.. yup.. dont drift from him.. arRrgGg.. i am not making sense.. the american idol is killing me and affecting me in my typing.. haha.. so.. i will be back.. and corrin.. i am not disappointed in you.. but i will want to bring you back again.. =)