Meaningless meaningless meaningless.. everything just seem meaningless after awhile.. this week is indeed hell week.. doing up progress report.. doing up reflective journal and my interview.. so many things happening this week.. and all topics taught this week will be tested for next week's examination.. arRrgGg.. for WHAT?! why do i have to do all these things now.. school is no longer as fun as last sem.. i miss tb-046.. i miss just hanging out with alex dee fer and ter.. i just miss last sem TOTALLY and ENTIRELY.. sigh.. i dont like my current class.. i dont like my current group.. i miss having fer christine cassand amelia and huixian in my group.. well.. maybe not the latter 2.. but.. ya.. the first 3..
i dont like dont like dont like this sem.. and guess what.. before i even realise it.. IT IS GOING TO BE OVER.. wonderful isn't it.. sigh.. ever thought the real meaning of living is? its as if.. you being born into this world.. from a baby.. learn how to walk.. learn how to talk.. grow up... study.. go through PSLE.. go through O level.. then A level or diploma.. followed by degree.. then honours.. then barchelor.. then dont know already larx.. come out into the society to work.. work work work.. get promoted.. get a husband/wife.. have children.. see them grow up.. you grow old.. then before you know.. you're on your death bed.. and then bye bye.. yup.. you are gone.. so what if you've done great things.. people talk about you bla bla bla.. but.. you are DEAD.. what is living on this world purpose for? so many things to discover and yet no one wants to.. this life is it about you or about something greater? think about it..
why are you created? why are you doing what you are doing? have you thought about it? what is LIFE?! no one can explain that.. hmm..
i dont feel happy about my school life.. i want to be happy everyday. want to lead a life filled with the exceeding great joy!.. i want to be how i am when i am with the wOah wOah people and MSG.. i just love them to bits.. though we only know each other recently.. it just feels as though i know them forever.. especially the wOah wOah people.. sigh.. i dont know what to say already.. so ta-ta
Indeed do not love the world or anything in the world