i'm in love with the people God has sent to surround me with.. its so much so much so much of fun.. laughter.. joy.. and love.. to be with them.. everyday i would look forward to meeting them to fellowship together.. hah.. oh well.. today the little ones cell.. i believe i am at fault.. for not doing word.. for not planning it well.. yes.. and the little ones are rather uncooperative.. tried to make them talk and open up.. but failed..was rather annoyed.. frustrated and discouraged by how they reply to my questions..and i can see and feel that qing is rather annoyed and discouraged too.. but well.. we know that God is there and here for us.. and God has an exciting plan for us all.. i believe the little ones wil bond together so close that we can never believe and our passion for God will increase.. yup.. then went for MSG cell.. my twin is back!!!! muahaha.. i miss her.. everyone miss her.. =D yup.. lavi's mum is so nice.. cook for us sunny side egg.. woOhoO.. haha.. ya.. ice breaker was supposed to be prepared by me.. but fel thought of it for me.. so nice.. haha.. its a mutated game from lee's idea.. i think i need to be really committed to go and think of what ice breaker will be nice.. so i can do it for my little ones.. i havent been really seeking God..? i dont know.. it seems that way.. but i will not give up my faith in Him.. because like what i say.. its in Him that i find peace and joy and love.. its Him who provided me with all these wonderful friends.. wonderful life that i am living.. anyhow.. ya..worship was good.. i was really hit when we sang "seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you allelu alleluia" yes yes yes. we really have to seek god's kingdom first.. everything that we talk today kind of relates to seeking God.. its telling us something huh.. yup.. then we talk about what pleases God.. i din share.. but i feel that God is telling me to depend on Him.. and not on my own strength.. and that will please Him.. this is something i must learn indeed.. yup.. then as i was going home.. it just suddenly strike me.. technology fails.. just like how my laptop fails me.. but God.. He never fails.. haha.. what a wonderful truth i have failed to see and acknowledge when my laptop broke down..
oh God.. i apologise for not depending on you.. for thinking i can handle on my own.. but i'm wrong.. and i realise my fault.. forgive me please.. and i thank you for forgiving me.. i have so many request to ask from you Lord.. first of all.. my little ones.. oh father lord. i really need then to open up.. it seem impossible for me to do so.. but you are Lord.. so i know you will do the impossible.. i pray that qing and myself wont be discouraged from what we encounter today.. we know we can depend on you.. oh Lord.. you also see the stress building up in all the people taking As this year.. people like Lee.. Cherie..Edlyn.. Fel.. Ingrid.. Qing.. Zhon.. Jon Choy.. Father i pray that you will see them through this crucial year for them.. through all the busy schedules each and everyone of them have.. i pray and pray that they will manage their time well.. and have time spent with you.. i pray for Lee and Fel too for their hockey.. you know that besides their busy schedules for school work.. they also have jam packed trainings for hockey.. i pray that you will grant them the strength to go through each and every training.. and that you will send your angels down to protect them.. that they will not get injured.. i also pray for the days ahead of us.. be it happy or sad.. each and every single one of us.. will continue to seek you and go through every single period of our life with you in us.. pray all these in jesus name.
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you." Matt 6:33
This verse.. i want to commit to memory.. yup.. hmm.. the way i blog seems to have change.. the reason i tye out some prayers here.. is not to make it public.. but it just comes my way you see.. ha.. oh well.. sch re-opening tomorrow for temasek poly students.. lets have tons of fun and laughter and work hard during the sem.. =) people who are still studying and has been studying.. well.. continue to do so.. haha.. ok.. gotta do project.. =) God Bless