Stop stop stop.. i dont want to live a life up to what you expect me to.. i am tired.. i am so tired of handling this.. its draining me away.. every time i thought its gone.. a msg.. a phone ring.. arRrgGg.. i'm so fed up.. i want to be straight forward.. but i cant bring myself to do all those cruel stuff.. am i too nice? sigh.. maybe if this stop.. things might be able to go back to the past? i dont know..
hmm.. anyhow.. besides those sad sad stuff.. haha.. just wanted to blog down abit.. ya.. i'm stress ok!!! my project is due when.. when.. yes.. everyone knows when.. its 18feb.. which is when.. yes.. next friday.. how many projects due..? yes.. 2.. oh my gosh.. and none are like panic?? like HELLO.. i am panicking.. can take initiative anot?? this sem is really at a bad timing.. after christmas.. new year.. after new year.. chi new year.. then Valentine day.. oh my gosh.. who have the mood to do project... i am so gonna do the justification today larx.. or else my group will die..
alright.. to the nice and happy stuff.. down with the sad stuffs man.. haha.. yep.. had cell with the little ones.. and my ice breaker is COOL ok.. haha.. its fun.. i think they enjoy themselves.. hehe.. we were disrupted because we din book the room and just anyhow take.. haha.. okok.. but next week.. or should i say this week.. haha.. its gonna be COOL.. we are doing exchange of pressie.. haha.. yup.. we will number the pressie and we just pick a number and take it.. so fun.. haha.. yup.. then.. after cell.. went to paul's place.. haha.. go there.. he's not home.. haha.. so sat outside the house and wait.. yup.. he came back on the dot.. 11.. haha.. ya.. went in.. then sat on the sofa.. well not exactly.. on the floor.. beside the sofa.. haha.. yup.. fel was prac guitar for worship during cell.. haha.. uncle blue good sia.. pick all the song so many cords one.. haha.. ice breaker was fun.. it just seem the guys have some difficulties in ice breakers that relates to talking.. hahaha.. the girls all go by smoothly.. =p haha.. joking larx.. paul is the best.. hahaha.. after ice breaker.. worship.. wOah wOah.. its COOL.. haha.. yup.. and i shared matt6:33.. i dont know.. but i am reminded of that verse again and again and again.. God is telling me something i suppose.. yup.. word was on discipline.. yup.. sat on the sofa this time round.. leaning on fel.. haha.. she is so lazy.. always act special.. haha.. then guess what.. she drew my shirt.. how fun.. haha.. thank goodness she din use the pen tip to do that.. or i will murder her.. haha.. nah.. cant bare to.. =p.. then after cell.. haha.. was makan session.. paul's mum prepared some food for us.. i din eat though.. haha.. call cherie.. oh no.. i bomb her phone.. call 3 times.. din pick up.. then she call back.. so i let fel talk.. then decided we will go back church and decide.. haha.. went off with fel..while the rest took their time to go back to church.. as we walk towards church.. fel went MAD.. yes.. i'm so poor thing.. she was singing and singing.. all those weird weird song.. haha.. ya.. i ran away.. haha.. then walk until overhead bridge.. fel was like.. eh make no sense we go back church since we are going to take the MRT.. haha.. so called cherie ask them over.. yup.. then we wait at the bus stop just talking nonsense.. yup.. then i ask.. whats taking them so long.. and fel said.. oh.. they got short legs.. haha.. oOps.. i din say that.. its fel.. haha.. yup.. then.. we realise the bus 111 no longer go that direction.. so when cherie and zhon finally came.. we were deciding which bus can go to town.. then we gave up and took the MRT instead.. haha.. i walk infront with cherie.. while fel was walking with zhon.. make sense right.. 2 sane people*cherie and myself* and 2 insane people*obviously fel and zhon* haha.. in the MRT.. we were browsing the career guide.. just anyhow flip and guess.. haha.. so fun.. yup.. reach orchard we went to walk around taka.. at the same time trying to decide where to eat.. yup.. then.. shop shop.. then msg-ed jac ask her where she was.. haha.. she ran away from cell intern training session.. because she have to be there as she is a cluster leader.. haha.. anyhow.. we finally decided on sake sushi.. haha..we thought there's the buffet.. so we wait until 3.. haha.. went there.. and realise there's no buffet.. but really cant be bothered.. haha.. we ate and talk nonsense as usual.. yups.. haha.. we sat there for about 1hr 30mins.. we were quite bored eating.. haha.. ya.. then after footing the bill.. we went to shop at far east.. yups.. zhon left though.. yups.. anyhow.. din shop long.. because my mummy was waiting for my dinner.. haha.. yups.. reach home.. i was feeling quite sick.. so all i do was lie on my bed and stone.. er.. i watch the butterfly lovers.. haha.. its so fairy tale.. haha.. people just like to watch fairy tale shows dont there.. because it will never happen in reality.. haha.. living in self denial.. *shake head* haha.. anyhow.. ya.. msg-ed tiff.. then she say she will call me.. then i recall.. she just recovered.. so ask her go and rest.. but.. she still call.. haha.. so sweet.. talk to her for 1hr and 30mins i think.. yup.. i miss her.. so long never see her.. haha.. she is not coming this week.. =( yup.. anyhow.. i took near to 1hr to type this out.. haha..
bored.. should i start doing project now.. or do tomorrow? haha.. see first.. haha.. ciao!! oh.. Happy Chinese New Year ya.. =)