went for project meeting today.. and i was late.. well.. overslept.. i was late for 8mins and so.. i missed *her.. hahaha.. alicia has gotta rub it in... -_- well.. discussion went quite well.. praise God.. maybe i am not seeing things that they're doing? i dont know.. it will take me quite awhile before i can get over the thing of me slogging and slogging.. hmmm.. went to saffron to look at alicia's and xiu's gorgeous.. hahaha.. hmm.. went to eat after that.. was quite alright.. went for lec.. it was killer.. i was always dozing off.. i think its the aftermath of my no sleep week.. went for bus stats tutorial.. and my assignment got 5/10.. how nice.. haha.. wasnt listening to him at all today.. like totally.. i think i am getting tired of school.. but i gotta buck up like totally larx.. i cant screw my sem up.. my goals for this year is to get all my grades at an average of Bs.. must reach my goal.. and be a light shining just for HIM.. yups.. after class.. walked down.. and saw xiu's cute guy.. haha.. she became high.. then we went down.. went to the ladies.. came out.. lalalala.. i saw *her.. oh my gosh.. alicia talk to her a little.. and *she was trying to convince her guy friend that alicia said *she's a pretty babe.. haha.. and alicia gotta tell *her that *she is my gorgeous girl.. oh my gosh.. *she looked at me and say.. you have a crush on me.. *faint* haha.. i hope *she din get the wrong idea.. hahaha.. after that.. alicia saw her gorgeous too.. haha.. 3 in a row.. and so all 3 of us were happy.. hahaha.. crap!!! well.. all these are just for laughs.. [the *she and the *her is a girl in my course.. well she's year2.. i am STRAIGHT!!! i just admire the beauty she holds.. she got a carisma that is undescribable.. she got character.. and she is nice.. well.. i suppose.. haha.. that's all]
when i am down.. i start to question you... although deep in my heart i know.. but i dont see it.. i got scare.. i need a change.. need to be stronger.. i dont even know myself well.. you know me all too well.. i feel lost.. but you assured me.. thank you God for being there for me all these while...
wOah wOah are my friends of joy and love.. not meeting them i learn how to smile and laugh.. with them i learn how to smile more and laugh more.. and i learn to share.. not to mention.. i learn to love and treasure.. because i love and treasure them.. wOah wOah.. a part of my life i will never forget... with God in our midst.. like T O T A L L Y...
lifted high.. climbing high.. only to realise its not needed.. because i am soaring up above the skies.. on eagles wings.. i am with YOU...