just a passing thought.. this entry is alot based on my thoughts and views which is directly affected by my beliefs and religion.. or rather.. relationship with God.. avoid this entry if you are uncomfortable with all these stuffs...
isnt life worth living?? dont you believe you are here for a reason?? you cant rule out the fact that there's God.. because if there's no creator.. there's no creation.. and apprantly.. we are a creation.. whether you like it or not.. you gotta accept it..
ok.. why this thought of is life worth living or not.. because.. i was reading some online news article on the suicide of the korean star Lee Eun Ju.. she is so young.. she's 24.. my gosh.. and she just graduated from her uni.. she was found dead in her apartment's walk-in wardrobe.. reason that has been circulating was because of the nude scene she had in one of the movie which was a closing for the dont know what event last year.. and that the aftermath of this thing.. apparently her family shows lots of discontentment.. which affected her.. and cause her to have depression.. which further led to this.. but news reported that when she graduated.. she was happy.. do you see the ironic here?? news are jumping into conclusion..i also found out that she is also a believer of God.. so why commit suicide?? its a sin.. you are set free.. but why trap yourself in this tiny little trap which satan set upon you.. well.. that is if she really committed suicide due to this problem.. but i think there's more to it.. which all of us will never know.. because she's gone.. its just like leslie cheung suicide on april fool's day.. last notes weren't clear.. and no one knows the reason except themselves.. yup.. cherish this life you're given.. please...
life isnt just about growing up and earning money.. there's more to it.. for you to uncover.. do that.. dont end your life.. by the way.. death doesnt mean you cease existing.. it means you are about to start a life that will lead you to either life with christ or life in hell.. choose one..
i thank god that lee eun ju is a believer.. but if she really committed suicide.. she has sin.. so.. will she be having life with christ.. i really dont know.. and its not for me to judge.. but i pray that God will be merciful to her.. and that her soul will be with christ forever.. i hope she will see and hear this.. welcome eun ju.. welcome to the heavenly realms.. instead of welcome eun ju.. welcome to hell.. life of eternity in fire.. God bless your soul and your family and friends who was weeping over your death.. or rather.. the beginning of your other life which we will eventually go..