ok.. i am very very lagging of sleep.. but when i want to sleep.. i got woken up.. one after another.. give up trying to sleep.. i just finished reading like say 12days of newspapers? havent been reading the papers.. not knowing what news are there and i need to find econs articles.. yups.. anyhow.. i completed my project editing like 4am in the morning today.. yups.. havent read through the report yet.. i would have to go through it again later.. beautify it.. and the proposal should be due for submission.. sigh.. i am longing for a long break.. *shrugs* i think i like archery.. after yesterday first archery course.. i think i will consider taking it up.. since its at no cost for equipment for my poly days.. after graduation then consider buying larx.. unless i become naitional archer.. hahaha.. well. just something to lighten the mood.. oh.. and i have to praise God for potato today.. they talked more than usual.. i'm so so so so happy.. yups.. *beams* went for MSG cell later.. i was drain totally that i took a like 5min wink at paul's place.. haha.. well.. i was really zonked.. but i'm happy.. because we are fellowship-ing together.. yups.. nothing will turn out bad in my wonderful cell groups-potato and MSG.. love them to bits.. i so want to praise him and worship him everyday.. every hour and every minute and second of the day.. but sometime.. when circumstances like what i am facing comes.. you just get so tied down with the work.. not that i've neglected him or whatsoever.. but i believe i aintgiving him my all.. its like quiet time totally his.. then after that get all so worried about my projects and stuff.. i mean.. its hard to totally lift it up to God.. we are manufacture in a way where we worry and stuff.. *shrugs* i think i'm wrong.. ahhh.. i don't know.. like what they say.. God put you through circumstances to mould you to be a better person.. sigh.. i need someone here for me.. i do know i have my buddies like dee and fer in sch.. but they too are like in the same situation as me.. haha.. what's up with the 3 of us man.. haha.. corrin.. i dont know.. i miss her.. you know all these friends of mine see me almost daily or know my schedule the best.. but they just dont have the time to care and bother how i am coping.. i understand they have their problems and stuff.. but.. *shrugs* but i really gotta thank God for fel and qing and zhon i think they know what i've gone through this week the most.. beyond that silence.. is the care and concern for me.. i dont know.. but i'm touched that they are there for me.. not all the time.. but its sufficient already.. i'm just greedy that's why i ask for more.. i still believe there are angels among us.. i'm in fact in love with my angel..thanks for being my angel...