alright.. i shouldnt even be blogging.. but i just feel so troubled..project is so so last minute!!! i am left with less then 4 days to complete my travel and tour.. less then a week to complete my management.. and what else.. the project includes a topic that is gonna be taught after submission.. its annoying that the tutor are not really helpful.. slog and slog and slog.. then.. do all the work.. but the rest get the credit... arRrgGg.. i mean.. its obvious who's not doing the work.. but.. its too late to pin point and stuff.. isnt it? but i feel so.. arRrgGg.. why am i doing so much.. i mean.. not me alone.. alicia they all also did alot.. i dont want to say names here.. but.. its frustrating.. because time is really not on our side anymore.. ya.. and why in the world am i typing all these... i really really am frustrated.. annoyed.. stress.. and i am not feeling well.. i need a punching bag to vent my frustrations!!! really feel like just crying.. but its dumb.. really dumb to do that..
Oh lord.. i am troubled.. i am down.. i am lost.. the project is in a mess... it doesnt help that not all the members are anxious about the project... it seems as if they know that some of us really care for our results and so we will slog it out.. but.. oh God.. i really need you to help me.. i know i can depend on you.. because you will raise me up to more then i can be.. because you are God.. oh father lord.. wont you too take away the discomfort i am having.. wont you take away all the negative feelings like frustrations.. annoyance.. take away the stress in me.. but give me the drive to do my project.. give me strength oh lord..
i guess.. this is all i can rant? sigh.. project sucks big time.. especially no one is especially good in anything in the group including me...