hmm.. my blog updates havent been a happy one.. am always ranting.. and it came to this stage whereby.. i feel ranting no longer helps.. was chatting to zhon the other day.. and i guess she's right.. i might be holding some grudges against them.. but i did that unconciously.. its unavoidable i guess.. any nice person do have a limit to their patience right?
i guess i was mean to most of them this week.. but.. that have to pass ya?
God did not give us a life to just enjoy.. i believe he wants to put us through crisis trials bla bla bla so that we can grow.. and its only through all these will we experience what life is..
went to kenneth copeland sermon this evening.. (friday) yups.. he's real good.. he's funny.. but definitely a man of God.. i guess he has taught me lots of stuff through his experience.. and definitely taught my parents something too.. i mean.. how many times must i be reminded of the fact that God is FOR me and NOT against me? *shrugs* but i have grown to love God deeper through each phase of life i have been through..
but.. i want my love ones to share this victory with me.. but sadly.. they are non-believers.. i dont care who will bring them to God.. i just want to see them be one before i leave this world.. and i BELIEVE there will be this someone.. i will pray constantly.. especially for my grandmother.. yups.. i feel so refreshed!! praise the Lord...
school has been the same for me.. but i believe God is refreshing me every new day.. because.. i have been more serious with my work recently.. yup yup.. that's good.. well except for today that i am not doing any sch work.. because its really late and my brain's kindda shut down early today.. but no rest for sat and sun nights.. yups.. i cant wait for all these datelines to end.. its driving me nuts.. haha.. i am trying very hard to use nice words in my describtion.. because words do make an impact in our lives.. yup yup..
i guess its goodbye to my samsung E700A already.. i seriously do love that phone.. but its quite annoying with its additional functions like auto shutdown then auto on again.. auto hang.. auto de-silent mode.. haha.. its quite annoying.. i never love a phone so much.. and samsung E700A is really one i do love.. and i only realise when i changed to the spare phone i have at home.. so that my dad can sell it off.. *cries* never once thought of changing it.. well.. besides the time when my dad insert the idea of changing phone to me.. haha.. oh man.. i sure miss my phone.. samsung's phone design is really good.. but its functions arent stable yet.. guess NOKIA would be a more user friendly one.. haha.. apparently people around me using samsung their phone always hang.. anyway.. my house spare phone is samsung too... wahahaha.. but am just gonna use it for one day..because my dad is getting me a new phone.. well.. i have to pay part of it though.. haha.. nokia 7270.. yups.. i do have lots of memories with E700A though.. all the photo-taking session..haha... but i have to delete all because i dont want other people seeing all these.. ya... so messages ALL GONE!! boohoo.. sigh.. oh well.. lets hope nokia 7270 is a good choice and not be cranky.. well.. i believe its a good phone.. haha..
i miss you...er.. who? haha.. okok.. i miss wOahwOah.. =(