Yesterday.. all my troubles seem so far away.. now it looks as though they're here to stay.. oh i believe in yesterday..
i long for yesterday.. well.. not literally that is.. i'm so tired now.. i am taking a break from my project at this point of time.. i'm gonna complete it tonight.. yes.. because i'm afraid i might have something on tomorrow and thus unable to finish the work on time.. sigh.. its really draining.. i dont have proper rest.. i need words of encouragement now.. oh well.. like i will listen.. sigh.. i cant sleep at this time.. why?? why why why.. refer to the stanza in the beginning on this entry.. it looks as though my troubles are here to stay... though i do know it wont last.. but at current situation.. it really seems like that way..why do you all produce such slip shot work?? why why why.. doesnt your grades affect you?? i use to not bother about projects in sec sch.. but i've changed.. i change so that i can be a good worker.. but why do i have to face such stuffs now to make me wanna give up the change i have.. is my change for the better of me or for the worse of me?? i'm so lack of sleep.. i need someone to be here for me to encourage me non-stop.. i need it.. i really need it.. this is really making me feel frustrated.. i might even explode anytime.. the only time i was happy today was during archery and church... church especially.. the sight of God's people placed before me just put a smile to my face.. the feeling of worshipping God just put my heart at ease.. it feels wonderful.. it feels good.. it aint supposed to end.. but it ended... i am feeling all frustrated over the project all over again.. i am so not happy with everything.. it doesnt help that the project is due 10am in the morning.. and so what.. mon morning go snatch computer from people? its madness.. total madness.. i wonder how is the appendix for POM coming along.. i cant do it anymore.. i will go berserk.. save me someone will you? i beg of you.. i plead you to stop all these from happening in my life.. i need you lord.. i need someone.. the projects are hindering me from breathing...