Saturday, March 26, 2005

double conspiracy worked real well.. and there's the third one coming up soon.. will happen at paul's place.. i'm glad its so late now.. for i can type everything out without fel knowing it.. hee.. yup..

was really down yesterday.. like what i said in my blog.. woke up today feeling so much better.. yup.. went to meet Xian and Paul around 330 at tampines.. and ya.. let me digress awhile.. saw a couple.. the girl hugging the guy and crying.. so let's guess what happen.. the guy wanted to walk away.. the girl cry.. look at him and say please dont go.. do you think they broke up or they quarrelled? haha.. i'm such a busybody.. anyhow.. met Xian and Paul.. and though the 3 of us were really hungry.. we decide to settle fel's pressie.. ahh.. cannot find the shop that print shirts.. quite sad.. and we walked passed kiddy palace.. and bought a bib for her.. hahaha.. and i've done my job by pasting all the photos on it with names and of cause happy birthday.. -duh-

went to eat after buying the bib.. and its dangerous out eating with Xian and Paul.. because they make you laugh at the wrong time.. and if accident.. we might choke ourselves to death.. haha.. But God watched over us.. so 3 of us were safe.. bought sunflower for fel after eating.. collect cake.. buy tissue and lighter(i think i lost it) and took a cab to church.. haha.. and Paul was enjoying the cartoon on the cab.. pretty cool huh.. have show.. haha..

reached church pretty early.. and Xian gotta go for worship prac.. so it was left with Paul and myself.. just hanging around with the sunflower.. doing stupid things as usual.. haha.. well.. then the 530 event started.. and it was in a mess.. and i got stress.. someone chased my cell members out of their place..[ the girl with long hair.. pink shirt and skirt.. dont let me find out.. you bully my cell people.. you're so dead.. haha..] and so.. i had to arrange for them another place.. and cherie was just being a sweetie to fel by doing up a pressie for fel.. well.. both are bestest of friends.. haha.. then i got stress again.. because the places near the song dedication booth were all taken up.. and i just love gerry because she brought chairs to sit right in front of the song dedication booth.. hahaha.. when it was time for the surprise to start.. we hid behind the contact point.. listening to the corny msg that i came out when i was half awake.. laughing because it was so corny.. listening to clement singing more than words (note all these happened when royston help us to get fel's attention away from the contact point) and clement saying i love you to fel and giving her the sunflower.. and clement and qing singing happy birthday to fel with us bringing the cake out to her(i was pretty anxious haha) well.. one thing to say.. i'm glad we brought a smile to fel's face.. =)

well.. it was a surprise for her that worked.. i'm glad it did.. for as long as it can add a smile to anyone of them.. i will be happy.. hee.. went for service later on.. sitting with cherie lee and fel.. well.. we din sit for long.. went to pray at the back.. prayer was nice.. its been so long since i had such prayers already.. the feeling of just talking to God was really good.. and i can feel His presence like totally.. yup.. Rev. Miguel had alter call.. and well.. all of us went.. i wanted to be prayed for.. wanted so much.. because i was lost.. i was tired.. when we were standing infront.. i was just praying and praying.. praying to God to show me His presence strongly.. yup.. well.. cherie lee and myself got slain.. as for fel.. i aint sure.. yup.. though i could still feel the things happening around me at that point of time.. i saw a light.. bright light.. and it seems to form a figure.. yup.. and it started talking.. "My child, i know you're weary.. come to me for i will give you rest" its like.. WOW.. the feeling of this is totally undescribable.. yeah.. got up having my mum by my side.. and i just started crying out to God.. crying.. i felt so relieve.. nothing is on me.. as the tears dropped.. i felt every single burden i had.. every single bad emotion flowing out.. i cry and cry.. yes.. God has touched me.. He has shown me once again how real he is.. i praise God for someone like Rev. Miguel who is so blessed and annoited by the holy spirit.. Rev. Miguel has definately touch the hearts of many.. and i'm one of them.. and ya.. Thanks fel for praying for me..

To Zhon: hey!! happy birthday once again.. amazed race and cherie's house visit was fun i suppose.. Pray that you will continue to grow in the Lord each day.. Thanks for adding so much laughter into my life and loving me for who i am.. yup..

To Cherie: Hey pretty girl.. well.. you always say you're pretty.. glad to know you like the amazed race and house visit.. it was really our pleasure.. a friend like you is worth more than a thousand.. in fact.. its priceless.. yup.. Praise God for you and pray that he will show you more of Him as the time passes.. =)

To Fel: i may not be your bestest friend(cherie took the place already*cries*) but you are my bestest friend.. in fact you are everyones bestest friend.. because you treat your friends with such sincerity.. and you are just nice.. i thank God for someone like you on this earth.. Thank you for the laughteryou brought to my life.. thank you for the love you brought into my life.. thank you for you being in part of my life.. pray that you will be a blessing to everyone everywhere..

i think its quite a long entry.. but i dont care.. because i am happy.. Thank God for everything that You've put in place for me.. I love you Lord.. I love my family.. i love MSG.. i love Potato.. and mostly.. i Love wOah wOah.. everyone of you mean so much to me.. Thank you Lord for these blessings i have.. alright.. i better end here.. because its close to 2.. i have to wake up early.. because if Fel ever read this entry she will say why so long.. because i need to go and wear my jacket as i am freezing here.. because i need to go.. that's why i should end here..

Nights world.. I am never part of you.. because i am part of the Greatest Kingdom.. =)

He blessed me at 11:59 PM



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