i was quite upset and down by the fact that Dee rejected me for the 26th event.. in fact i was VERY upset and down.. felt super duper rejected.. then after blogging.. i went to pray to God.. and God told me.. not to give up.. i have to have faith in him.. that he is working in them.. give it time.. dont give up.. everything that is happening is telling me not to give up.. i can see them receive christ with my own eyes one day.. moreover.. Xian's testi today further proven to me i should continue to intercede for them both.. pray for them both.. yup yup.. though my courage is zero.. but my faith is always and will always be hundred...