Monday, March 21, 2005

sigh.. one paper down.. that's bus stats.. its maths.. yes.. and i declare i hate it.. yep.. like totally.. i guess i really do need a lesson learnt.. after slacking so much the whole week.. i should have known better then to be doing all that.. but its too late.. ): yeah yeah yeah.. i should be studying now.. but let me finish blogging this will you? i need to get rid of this rubbish thoughts in my mind!!!
no wonder today when i was bathing.. i had this thing telling me.. with God.. ALL things are possible.. i mean.. why suddenly that.. but now.. i really have to depend on God to help me get a B.. i did my best.. really.. but its MATHS.. for goodness sake.. i'm never good at it. and suddenly i lost all my focus.. in the examination hall.. lots of people coughing.. the teachers interupting.. arRggGg.. shouldnt blame anyone but myself..
and how great.. i gave away 20 marks.. sigh.. its all wrong.. ALL wrong.. its linear regression and correlation.. how tough can that qns be.. but.. i messed it all up.. great...
i'm sorry.. but i'm down.. i am not blaming anyone but myself.. who says i'm stress.. because if i am.. i wouldnt be typing this entry.. sigh.. i need to get back on my feet to study again.. to do well.. to bring God the highest honour and glory.. i want to look forward to fri sat and sun.. when i know i can meet wOah wOah for 3 consecutive days.. i know i will meet up with MSG too.. i know i will see potatoes..
oh Lord.. let me look forward to what i can.. let me concentrate and focus for i lack of that now.. let me learn how to depend on you and not on my own understanding.. and i know i can do well.. i know i can ge my feet up on the ground again.. for you are Lord..

He blessed me at 2:04 PM



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