just a floating thought..it seems to be lots of people are claiming that they're christian.. of cause i'm happy about it.. but it just kind of set me to think.. are people claiming they're christian because they felt the conviction in their heart.. or is it just a trend? because apparently.. i dont see them behaving like a christian.. alright.. shoot me for judging here.. but i cant help but think it this way.. the topic of city harvest and new creation church not really the "right" one.. the talk aon benny hinn ministry being a ministry to help him generate cash through all the offerings.. are they really false prophets or are people living here being judgemental? all these are just floating thoughts that came in and out or along the way while chatting with a few friends on topics that is relating to this or close to it..
hmmm.. Dee has the words.. cheer up to me on msn and sms.. am i really that down? i asked her just now.. and she said because i seem really lost and down recently and am not behaving like myself.. am i or am i not? i dont know what's wrong with me seriously.. but.. i'm really thankful for a friend like her.. yes.. it just brings me back to the same point of realising how blessed i am.. take for example this whole week so far.. because i had gastric.. qing msg-ed me to eat my lunch.. in the evening.. fel msg-ed me to eat too.. then i had sweet fwd-ed msg from zhon and cherie.. i'm blessed.. super duper blessed.. but why am i down? hmm.. i guess i need to find myself once again? must i..?