yucks..after studying quite abit today.. i'm feeling quite better now.. yup.. plus the fact that i was listening to all the christian songs.. really calms me down a lot.. and i'm addicted to the song Refiner's Fire-Lena Park.. yes.. its korean and english.. its NICE.. if you're my friend.. and want to listen.. ask me to send to you online.. or else.. er.. find online.. haha..
ok.. i have been resting since dinner until now.. well.. not really.. on and off in my studying.. and suddenly.. both my eyes are hurting.. *ouch* [manda looks into the mirror.. horrified.. both RED] pretty isnt it? haha.. dont ask me why red.. i have no idea too.. its either too tired.. or infection.. which i will then say congratulation to myself.. sigh.. i need to study more.. i'm worried.. er.. yes.. i just started to worry for my papers after messing up the one today.. funny how people will wake up or feel the pain when they go through something that hurt them or stuff.. ahh.. one word.. HUMANS.. well.. we are humans.. cant be God can we? haha..
well.. i'm glad i feel much better then this afternoon.. or was it morning because it was 1130.. haha.. whatever it is.. i was feeling horrible after bus stats paper.. but i cant change anything.. i guess.. God will provide a way for me.. He loves me like no one else does.. He got nice plans for me.. i believe and i believe *chants*
i'm so so not a word based christian.. this REALLY gotta CHANGE.. i aint doing myself and the people around me good rights.. yup.. i will change.. and i can change.. remember God does wonders.. haha.. yes yes.. i'm feeling better.. with God in me.. i shouldnt feel sad too long.. if yes.. please slap me.. i give you permission.. er.. not for joshie and those who have been waiting for the chance.. hahaha.. =p
oh no.. plans to study gonna fail.. shit.. my friend is sad.. ok.. she is extremely sad.. i need to make sure she is alright.. cant blog anymore.. and eyes still red but not pain. so dont care.. gonna console friend.. study.. sleep.. wake up.. study.. exam... come home.. study.. sleep.. exam.. come home.. study.. sleep.. exam.. and i'm done.. i think.. hah.. ciao people.. take care!!