is there such a word? haha.. i'm not sure.. but yep.. this will be a very mushy entry.. after paper today.. though i know there's lots of mistakes here and there.. i see wings on my As.. flying away.. i feel.. relieve.. i know i did my best.. and God will provide the rest for me.. yes.. i've put in the effort to study.. put in the effort to do the paper.. and so i can only lift it up unto God.. yep..
went out with some of the 46 girls.. yup.. well.. only christine.. crystal.. kelly and sister.. hahaha.. yup.. went to Hans to eat.. and we chat alot.. yup.. chat about everything.. it was fun chilling out.. as if we've no paper tomorrow.. like hello.. we got econs tomorrow.. haha.. ya.. haha..
went home with christine.. and i was talking to her.. about wOah wOah and how excited i am about going out with them on fri bla bla bla.. after we've gone our separate way.. i was reminded on wOah wOah.. all the happy times.. all the times we stood by each other.. like FBIc camp when we had some of our down parts because things arent going towards what we wanted it to.. we did not give up working together.. we encourage each other.. we pray to God together... isnt it a chance, a dream of a lifetime for many people to find someone or a group of people whom besides the differences.. can hang out and play together.. and for us.. it doesnt stop at playing and being there for each other.. we spur each other towards God.. help each other when we've fallen.. keep each other in prayers.. its just amazing that a dream of a lifetime most people have.. i'm having it..
i could still recall the days where we were planning for the camp.. whole committee.. i only know royston.. zhon.. edlyn.. ingrid.. jac jac(because of cell leader's training) and almost no one else.. i was quite apprehensive towards taking up the role of the treasurer.. but.. everything changed when i agreed to go for the recce trip.. i gotta know lee.. and of cause fel better.. they are so fun to hang out with.. we talk we joke.. just teasing each other here and there.. and of cause.. the usual teasing of lee to the very end type.. haha.. that's when we started saying the word wOah wOah.. yep.. coming back to singapore.. everything was back to normal.. but we plan like camp committee outing etc etc.. could still remember our trip to the KTV where we ended up quarrelling with the boss.. where we decided to boycott the KTV.. the bus ride back to serangoon with fel form there.. the msg-es to say take care to each other for jac zhon they all.. it was nice.. and nearer the camp.. we were meeting up more frequently.. we never complain of any hardwork.. because we were working towards the goal.. to meet the needs of God's people.. yes.. we have the same goals.. of cause.. the planning involves many other people besides wOah wOah.. but.. wOah wOah girls stood by each other..
camp began.. things started to be messed up.. we met earlier to pray.. zhon lee choy and myself plans the ice breaker on the trip to malacca.. upon arrival everyone were grumpy.. still we never did give up.. we pray together.. yes.. things went well.. i bonded so much with lee on the first day as we were mary and martha.. we had fun boosting our ego.. haha.. like totally.. we prayed together at night on the first day.. just wOah wOah people.. we prayed.. we wanted to provide the best for the campers.. using God's strength.. and second day went smoothly.. everyone had fun.. everyone enjoyed.. but we got too complacent.. and third day.. things start to happen... all of us almost din eat for all the meals.. some got discouraged.. but some of us were there to encourage.. we intercede together.. for the people.. we rejoice together.. we dance together.. we went mad together.. all for one goal of bringing God the highest glory.. we did skit.. we worship together .. we witness the power of God manifesting in the place.. i can still remember our trip back to singapore.. i was with zhon and lee.. three of us have to squeeze together.. but we din complain.. came back to Singapore.. and i had to prepare for school the next day.. they have the One camp.. i was missing them so much in singapore.. i miss the wonderful time spent.. i dont know whether did they miss me.. but yeah.. i miss them.. but before they left.. fel msg-ed me a sweet msg... zhon too msg me.. we were having so much fun.. we just wanna go back in time.. haha.. when they came back.. i went to church to meet them.. we had fun.. everything was nice.. there came a time during the christmas season.. i got really stressed up by my commitments.. fel lee and edlyn prayed for me in church.. when lee found out i cried.. she was worried.. she told fel and jac to pray for me.. on my birthday.. though nothing interesting.. but just receiving the greetings from them.. i was really really very touched.. and then.. the christmas @ stadium.. lee wanting to get me out to celebrate my birthday.. but i couldnt make it.. still.. they did not give up surprising me with a cake at the stadium.. then came christmas.. we bought pressie for each other.. we wrote cards for each other.. then new year's eve.. zhon jac cherie and myself.. we went to watch movie and chilled out.. at night during service.. when the clock struck 12.. we hug each other..
you know.. its really not the things that they did that i feel close to them.. its really the simple things.. just doing simple things to show we care.. they taught me so much stuff.. though i only know them for such a short period of time.. i'm really glad i got to know them.. and yes.. they've touched my life.. they've touched my life with the love they have.. i know i'm not like God who can love unconditionally.. but i really do love them alot.. because they taught me how to rely on God.. they taught me how to love.. they taught me lessons that most wouldnt have gone through.. they encourage.. we pray together.. we surprise each other.. you know.. all the things they did.. arent really that big.. they are all simple things.. but.. it touched my life.. whenever i feel low.. sad.. useless.. etc etc.. just a msg from them.. just looking at the photos which capture the memory.. it definately brought a smile to my face.. they always give me something to look forward too.. all these simple things we do together.. just teasing each other.. or just sitting beside each other.. its enough to show me they care.. and they love.. of cause they are not perfect.. neither am i perfect.. but i've learn to see beyond perfection.. i do not love them blindly.. i love them for a reason.. i love them because they're my sister.. sister in christ.. i mean.. as cliche as it may sound.. but i will never find another group like them.. because they are really unique..
indeed i am the blessed one.. because everytime when i'm down.. God bring people to my life to cheer me up.. and that's what he has been doing all these while.. and i recognise though they are humans.. they are angels sent from up above.. not angels to you.. but angels to me.. i really dont know how being happy was easy... until these angel enter.. and i can only say thank you because i have nothing to offer..
i just pray that hanging out.. praying together.. teasing each other.. surprising each other.. all these wont end.. for its joy.. not to you not to me.. but to Lord.. seeing his people fellowshiping together.. yup.. and so.. I love you all!!.. not only wOah wOah but also other people.. but.. i just got reminded of wOah wOah..
cant wait for fri sat and sun.. arRggG.. haha.. need to study.. oh mygosh.. ECONS!!!! i took 40mins to type this entry.. its 320 now.. hahaha.. ciao!!.. actually not very mushy.. shall change the title from mushiest entry to simple things.. hahaha..