i'm losing myself to time? am i or am i not? lots of things happen.. for the good for the bad.. aint sure.. but one thing bad.. i'm sick.. have been coughing excessively.. hmm.. i'm actually quite lost for words.. haha..oh ya.. daddy is now in aussie land.. wonder how is he.. haha.. i miss daddy.. it just seem that my parents at home are my only inspiration of going home.. that time when both of them were away for a mission trip.. i'm always out in the morning and back at night.. now.. thank goodness mummy's home.. or else i will just stay in sch and do my work.. let's see.. i am actually quite done with my TTops.. proposal handed up.. presentation done.. POM.. proposal handed up.. presentation done.. Comm skills.. Agenda handed up.. summative test taken.. left with meeting role play.. HEpl worksheets handed up.. left final project.. Econs.. i am done with my analysis.. but my friends one are a little scattered.. have to go sch early in the morning to know their articles real well.. and then i would be done with econs.. i cant wait for next week to end.. not that i do not like school.. but next week would be the end of my misery- that is my projects and stuff.. but after next week.. will be my study week and.. EXAMS.. arRrggGg.. i can go mad.. i better study during my study week.. i cant be like last sem.. study week and i was just sleeping sleeping and no study.. then last min rush.. almost killed myself with overloaded of infomation.. well.. that is if i manage to find someone to help me with it.. Dee and Fer will be a super duper bad choice.. we will just end up talking.. haha.. wonder if corrin is free to study together.. but guess she would spend it with her darling.. ahhh.. i need someone to push me to study for the study week.. well.. at least until the friday of my study week.. because from sat onwards.. i would feel the stress.. and without people pushing.. i will AUTO study.. haha.. i think the only good point of me.. is i'm hardworking.. and THAT'S ALL.. well.. i have to pay back for my lack in talent for studies right.. have been rather hardworking this sem i guess.. i've learn alot in the process of doing so much stuff.. i've learn to say no?.. or rather.. it was until that point?? haha. i dont know.. did i say no at all?? its my biggest weakness and yet it is my strength.. i dont know how to say no.. especially to people who are important to me.. hmm.. i am actually quite looking forward to the bangkok trip alex is planning.. sure hope it works.. haha.. well.. i'll go if dee and fer does.. or maybe without them i will still go? depends when it is also larx.. haha.. i need cash to bring me there and spend money there.. imagine if i go there.. the amount of pressie i need to bring back..?? haha.. oh did i mention about archery.. haha.. went for archery training yesterday.. and it was shooting and shooting and shooting.. shot some arrows beyond the range.. haha.. it went underneath the board of over.. whichever happens the most.. i am not sure.. i was blindly shooting.. haha.. and my hand is quite weak.. i need to do push-ups.. to build muscles.. at least have more strength to pull the string.. and to hold the bow.. haha.. i think i kindda like archery.. its fun.. my seniors are quite fun too.. i guess.. haha.. on the way home yesterday.. met a guy.. his name is yao sheng i guess.. ya.. in archery.. so.. i guess.. he was being friendly to strike a conversation with me.. quite a nice chap i presume.. not very nice looking.. but i think he is cute.. hahaha... he is in engin sch though... same age i guess.. yup.. well.. wont mind going home with him in future after training.. since we both stay in pasir ris.. well.. bus ride only larx.. hahaha.. arRrgGGg.. the sem coming to an end.. means.. sentosa is moving closer.. good or bad? hmm. realise i am getting old fast.. arrGgg.. i want my youth!!!! haha.. i miss my craziness.. i'm losing it recently.. or is it because i am really drain.. plus the fact that i am sick? hmm.. dont know.. ok..
To joshie: hey little brother.. i tried to think what to update ok.. see.. i'm so nice.. APPRECIATE!! To wOah wOah: doubt you gals ever read.. but when can we go out and have fun again? not in the near future i guess.. you gals are gonna be so busy with your As.. while you gals complete the As.. i will be busy in sentosa.. doing free labour.. arRrggg.. providing sentosa with free labour.. they better pay my transport...!! haha.. To Tiffany: doubt you read it too.. but.. i miss you... period To Dee and Fer: doubt you gals read this too.. haha. but.. i have never regret a moment spent with you gals.. you gals are the best.. without you all in my life.. i wont be having such an exciting life.. make a change in my life in means and ways you gals will never believe but yet its happening.. and i enjoy today's time spent together totally.. although i was a little quiet.. haha.. but that's good too.. wont irritate you guys with my craps.. =p To corrin: I miss you i miss you i miss you.. you know how much i miss you? haha.. count the number of breaths you take to sustain your life.. hahaha.. we really need to meet up soon to chill.. not go for lecture together.. hee...
hmm.. all girls??!! why?! hahaha.. i need to find guy close friends to balance this thing out.. =p or else i might turn crooked? hahahah... JOKING.. i think i better sleep.. because my head is really heavy..