hmm.. what a day.. yup yup.. guess what?! i'm going to europe!! yeah.. it was from europe to japan to taiwan to china and now.. back to europe.. so i'm fated to go to europe.. haha.. crap.. yup.. so people.. do miss me ok.. only those who miss me get pressie.. haha.. too bad.. because i know all dont miss me.. haha.. so no pressie.. =p
anyhow.. besides this happy thing.. yup.. my mum's colleague just passed away.. heart attack.. and with my mum's description.. he is just like my dad.. and she just had a meal with this colleague like 2days ago.. yes.. its so scary.. its so sad.. the life line of ours can just snap anytime.. its definately gonna be hard for the family.. but what makes me sad is.. he aint a believer.. sigh.. another one down to hell.. devil dont have a foothold on us does he? all i can do is just pray and pray..
hmm.. quite a number of people around me are like breaking up.. my gosh.. its like so kind of season is it? hmm.. but i'm worried for a friend of mine now.. yes.. mal its you.. please dont say you're a bastard.. all of us are still young.. by you initiating a break-up does not conclude you're a bastard.. if she's sad.. there's nothing you can do now.. its better to not let her suffer more right.. i mean.. i believe you have your own reasons.. feelings you tell me.. its not longer there.. but mal dearie.. feelings arent the only thing that make a relationship work.. it comes along with a whole lot of responsibility and commitment.. feelings fade.. but commitment and responsibility wont.. and should not fade.. our human feelings fluctuate alot.. and i do mean ALOT.. so if you're gonna use feeling to uphold a relationship.. it will fall.. mal dear.. take this as a lesson.. i'll pray for her not to be so sad.. and i'll pray that God will reveal his plans for you regarding this..
when the world has stopped spinning.. when night doesnt come anymore.. when humans leave.. when murders are common.. when life is no longer there.. when death becomes a decision.. when love no longer reigns.. when love no longer is found.. when hatred rules the world.. when minds get confused.. when everything turns for the worse.. my love for you remains.. loving you is no longer an option.. it is a decision.. running after you is no longer an option.. it is a decision.. and my decision is to have YOU in my life.. YOU will be the big G O D in my life.. and that's when forever is real..