decided to change template.. got a little bored of mine.. but.. this aint exactly nice and something i want too.. but.. i think its nearer to the kind of pattern i like? haha..
hmmm.. exams are over.. praying hard i will get all Bs.. the dream of getting As and Zs.. i see them flying away.. yeah.. who else can i blame but myself.. because i admit i was really distracted.. but well.. i went in and gave my all.. there's nothing i can do anymore. alright.. enough about the exams.. the studies.. taking my life away.. maybe its just my time management..
well.. life.. isnt it such a funny thing.. when you feel that things are kindda moving in the direction you like.. it just has to take the turn.. how many of us actually live a life without regrets? i guess.. regrets.. are part and parcel of life.. losing a friend.. a father.. a mother.. a sibling.. etc etc.. they are all part and parcel of life.. i dont like it when we can only learn to appreciate things when its taken away from us.. why must we wait till then.. till that breaking point then we learn how to appreciate.. that is not right is it?
God made life a beautiful thing.. he gave us memory because its sweet and nice.. why change this beautiful thing into something so ugly.. sigh.. the devil has his hands all over the world.. cant you see it.. life isnt worth living anymore.. no worries.. i wont end my life.. i'm just giving a statement.. i cannot bring myself any longer to witness death.. to witness hardship.. to witness pain.. all these sudden death.. hardship.. pain.. are all caused by the devil works.. sigh.. i'm beginning to hate this beautiful world..
i shant say much.. but what is making me stay on is my family and friends.. let me find some courage to face the cruelty of the world..
and when time comes, all things will come to an end...