Beautiful.. woosh. went for prayer meeting and it was cool learning more about prayers. but rather disorientated up in my mind. whenever i want to pray, i get lost in my thoughts and i forget what i wanted to pray again. arRRgGg. haha. suppose to actually help qing today during pre-service. but i guess, aint of much help. heh. sorry. haha. i enjoyed worship today. like finally. its been ages since i was enjoying worship like today. being totally soaked in His presence was cool.
today's sermon was pretty cool i suppose. drifted off here and there a little. attention span is kindda short. haha. but, the whole sermon indeed has burden my heart to pray more for the lost. i guess the past few weeks of idle-ing was really harmful to me. thinking too much and stuff. haha. that's why staying at home too long is not good. but, i cant stay out of my home too long too. hmmm.
oh. the "advertisement" to get us to join the mission trip is so nice. they had this scene where huihui and this little thai girl hug. ohmygosh. that's total sweetness. i was like"..awwww..." hahaha. i seriously am very interested in going for mission trips. it act us a great reminder that there are many lost ones out there. and it makes me realise how fortunate for me to worship God back here in singapore. seeing them living the simple life and being contented. i had this experience 3years ago. memories that i can never forget. but i cant go because i have sch. yeah. great. told uncle blu about my leave not being approved and he say never mind, trust in the Lord. yeah. that's what i'm gonna do. =)
i'm so looking forward to cell tomorrow. my junior cell and MSG. ohmygosh. i miss them so much this week. i need to do all my catching up with friends next week before i leave for europe. haha. not that i'm leaving forever. but when i come back, holidays end, and i'm gonna be super busy with sch work. and its goodbye tp for 1 and a half year. i rather excited about the new sch in sentosa. kindda interesting. besides the dreadful ride to sch that is. and starting sch with a bad record. ewww. BUT, i don't care. because...
God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. He works in ways, we cannot see, He will make a way for me.
yup. i'm really have been on the starting line for a very long time. lingering around the starting line to run my race for God. i've always thought i've started long ago. But, now, i realise i'm lagging behind. I'm thankful for friends like fel who instill paraoysm in me. this feeling of lost sad etc etc, this whole process, make me realise how much human need God more.
John Wesley said, whenever something happens is because someone prayed.