hmm. its 420am now. beautiful. i don't know why. i just cant get to sleep. suffering mild insomnia? perhaps. *shurgs* again, i missed gym session today. or rather, yesterday. i woke up at 1117. its no point going because it ends at 12. oh well. stayed home and watch phantom of the opera. i wouldnt say its a nice film to catch. i find it quite boring. the singing wasnt impressive at all. was extremely disappointed. oh well, i await the day the musical comes to singapore. definately won't give it a miss. and yes, i went back to sleep after that.
after dinner, was watching fate twister. some hong kong drama i never fail to catch with my mum. both of us will just slouch on the couch, and watch that show. my dad always complains that my mum is always downstair. haha. anyway, i just admire thomas ong. haha. from the very first time he acted, i find him oh so handsome until now. haha.
chatted quite abit with glenn today. which is surprising. i mean, its been really long time since i last chatted with him. and the only reason he started the conversation was because he's trying to cultivate a hobby of online chatting to make being online more fun. right. corrin was added into the conversation and we just continue talking nonsense. which is not something out of the world right? hmmm.
just finished watching shark tales and spongebob squarepants the movie. i like lenny. he's cute. he became a dolphin. haha. spongebob is highly nonsensical. the plot make senseless sense. haha. but its quite funny. and so now, i am thinking whether to sleep or not. hmmmm.
i actually have been dreaming alot about some people. i guess perhaps i miss them. haha. i dreamt of something regarding the church. i guess it calls for more prayers regarding the problem that is arising.
i have been hoping and wishing for the day that i do not get affected by any of my emotions. be it anger, sadness, fear, disappointment. they are all so negative. i mean, a mindset does involve in how oneself behave right? oh well.
oh i just thought of something. there's no point in me going for gym session because, i'm so not allowed to run. mummy is really worried about my condition. but i think its really stable and hasnt been a case in stopping me from any exercises right? maybe she has witnessed too many cases of heart attack in her workplace. i find this paragraph so misleading. hahaha. think whatever you like. i guess, this is a really senseless entry. but think again, its 432am now. how awake can i get? haha.