i've fallen for canto pop! it's all edwin and corrin's fault!!! haha. i do understand a little of canto ok. don't look down on me. =p i'm actually waiting for corrin to call me to tell me they're on their way to my place, so i can get all excited over macdonalds breakfast. haha. its raining quite heavily now. shucks. i have dental appointment at 1130. let's hope they wait for me too so we can hang out awhile more. corrin's latest entry was quite erm.. interesting. haha. i dont know why she say sorry to me though. But, i'm just glad and happy that she is so much more carefree now. i don't know is she feeling happier, i guess she is! =D This holidays will really be alot of catching up with friends i missed terribly during my school term. haha.
oh well, i'm actually quite tired from all those training. like, come on, 1year plus of not exercising and now, three times a week exercise. ahhhhh. if you think archery very relaxing you're so wrong. haha. but i'm actually quite interested in archery. everytime i hit a bullseye, i get very high. haha. i think in life, we're all after this bullseye right. wanting so much to shoot at the correct spot. but to be able to shoot at the correct spot, we should aim well and shoot fast and not procrastinate we aint gonna shoot it well. the longer we wait, the more energy is wasted. and then, the arrow shot will really be out of place. not even landing on the target paper you had. i mean, that's life ya. many of a time, when something wonderful and nice is placed before us, we do not realise it. taking them for granted. that's when regrets seep in. but there's actually not much reason to go, "if only, if i could, if this if that" it's useless. we got to learn from our mistake and move on. its easy to say, but tough to execute it huh. i have my own difficult times too. i shut myself off the world so many times, only to be entice by the people of this world. this world consists of many nice and wonderful people. i like people of young age, because they do not know how to scheme. they're real to each other. that explains why i like little kids and babies. hee. but as we grow older, we get competitive, we want power, we want status. when we do not have the capability, we scheme. you can see a kid, so young and innocent, but when he/she grow up, he/she becomes a scheming person. its quite scary. why can't we remain simple. haha. oh well, this is the world we're living. i do pray that i won't become someone who is scheming and hurt the people i love. =D
i don't care what people say, i'm running after you. i won't turn back and go their way, i'm running after you. don't matter what may come my way, i'm running after you. it's you i'm following today, i'm running after you.
when you found someone so beautiful, someone so good, to even do anything for you, give you anything, will you let go? haha. i sure won't. that's why i'm holding tight to God. i'm gonna run after you not away from you anymore.