resulting in getting scolded by doctor and having gastric which leaves me with the beautiful flu bug. great. first was the painful gastric that i'm actually still having it *ouch* and now, with the addition of a new member, mr flu. right. i'm actually not very "awake" at this moment. the flu is making me feel horrible. so, i'm giving training a miss again. basically, i havent been for any training this week.
ok, i admit, its part of my mistake leading this unstructured lifestyle which leads to all these rubbish. but i really do not know how to make my life more meaningful. i have no one to go out with, i have got nothing to do at home, there's no nice tv programs. nothing is helping me to lead a more meaningful lifestyle. ok, there is. but i'm just too lazy. actually my plan was after coming back from my trip, i will find a job and work until sch re-open. but now that the trip is postponed and then its like in between my holidays. i doubt anyone would want to employ me. so ya. cant do anything. stay at home get scolded. go out also get scolded. dont know what to do anymore. and ya. sleeping more gets me into this trouble i am in. (unstructured lifestyle and irregular meals) GREAT.
of cause i am not gonna feel that i'm oh so poor thing now. come on, being sad and feeling that you are oh so poor thing is different case. we gotta grow up. there's always someone who is suffering worse off fate then you. haha. look at life sometimes in a different perspective. you might discover something new.
anyway, take a look at this song. i like it!
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older Then we wouldn't have to wait so long And wouldn't it be nice to live together In the kind of world where we belong You know its gonna make it that much better When we can say goodnight and stay together Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up In the morning when the day is new And after having spent the day together Hold each other close the whole night through Happy times together we've been spending I wish that every kiss was neverending Wouldn't it be nice Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do We could be married And then we'd be happy Wouldn't it be nice You know it seems the more we talk about it It only makes it worse to live without it But lets talk about it Wouldn't it be nice alright that's all from me. i need my bed. i cant breathe now. haha. this sound scary. i'm just happy its sat and sun coming my way. i miss shooting.