i'm ready to go. i'm standing here outside your door. i hate to wake you up to say goodbye but the dawn is breaking its early morn' the taxi's waiting its blowing its horn already i'm so lonesome i could die
so kiss me and smile for me tell me that you'll wait for me hold me like you'll never let me go cause i'm leaving on a jet plane don't know when i'll be back again oh babe, i hate to go
there's so many times i let you down so many times i play around but tell you now they dont mean a thing every place i go i think of you every song i sing i sing for you when i come back i'll wear your wedding ring
now the time has come to leave you one more time and let me kiss you close your eyes and i'll be on my way dream about the days to come when i wont have to leave alone about the times that i wont have to say
ok. i'm leaving for europe in like less then 8hours time. excited? er. not really. haha. i feel kindda reluctant actually to leave singapore now. not that i'm going for like ages, but there's just somethings here that kindda want to stop me from going. haha. oh well. i'm happy to actually see so many of my friends today. haha. not really. because i have cell every week so i'm supposed to see them.
potatoes are great. i'm loving them more each day. but they prefer me to be more serious. will take note on that. *nods* it was pouring today. and i so regret not bringing my jacket because i was freezing. and breakfast counter dont have porridge. HOW CAN?! haha. that was before my potatoes cell. but during the cell it was raining heavily too. hmm. qing and myself both share a little on our experience during mission trip. really praying that they will all go for the mission trip one day.
my parents are sweet. they gave choy(green monster) qing fel and of cause their precious daughter ME a lift to uncle blu's place. because it was raining. but we went over to serangoon central to get 17 chocolate buns first. haha. went over to uncle blu's place and stack the bun at the same time, trying to accomplish the mission all of us always have, to get fel out of the couch. haha. obviously we failedl. ya. paul had a fun time blowing the candles eh. haha. the fun things MSG do together. feel so nice and warm. haha. i enjoyed the word session today. although i felt a little cheated because i misread the email thinking its really pastor benny coming, but turns out to be the cd. haha. but nevertheless an enjoyable time learning.
we had lunch at uncle blu's place too. and was chatting quite abit with qing xian and choy about injections and reminiscing secondary sch days. how we try to escape classes because of medical checkups. but, SJI and SNGS dont have yearly medical check ups. so sad. haha. afterwhich we continue on the word session until around 1415, where the girls followed uncle blu's wife and the boys uncle blu. ok, sounds wrong. the ladies and the guys. haha. that's better. we finish our first session on choosing our life partner at officially 1450. haha. quite a few squeezed into uncle blu's car, so bryan, joshie, qing, paul, xian and myself decided to walk out. haha. quite fun. talking quite a bit with qing. nice. and so, reaching serangoon central, i waited for my bus, and made my way home.
reached home around 16oo and slept at 1630. haha. woke up, had dinner, packed my luggage, watch the channel U show(fei ge da ge da and the show acted by ekin cheng and CHARLENE CHOI!!) and now, i'm typing this entry here. will be my last entry until i'm back. like DUH. haha.
ok. i'm really really not excited. what's wrong!!!? haha. firstly, i will miss my bolster. arRrgGg. haha. i can't possibly bring it. madness. haha. followed by my comfy comfy bed. then my baby(my laptop larx). my daily dosage of tv shows(hahas) msn(although i dont chat). that's pretty much what i will miss. and of cause sch. because i really have to miss sch as i'm not in singapore. haha. cannot attend my orientation and class. haha.
until now, i'm glad to receive prayers from my cell earlier in the day for my trip and a bon voyage hug from qing, er, bon voyage from xian paul joshie and bryan(to get me to buy chocolates for them*shake head*) and a sweet msg from fel. hahaha. prayers to keep me safe and sound in europe is GREATLY APPRECIATED. haha. i think those people who are flying in the same aircraft with me are really blessed that i'm on board. haha. wait wait. havent complete my sentence. because when i'm onboard, GOD is there to bless us. whee~! i wont miss God because i can read his word. i'm bringing bible. whee. haha.
alright. i'm crapping to the extreme already. so people, have a God blessed week and the weeks to come. anything bothering you all, remember pray. prayers work wonders. i will be back on the 19 of May. so till then, God Bless. =)