hmm. just came back from a bbq session at sembawang park. haha. my aunt's birthday is on monday and her daughters, which is my cousins organised it. the moment i reached the place, i ate and ate and ate. i guess for close to 2 and a half hours non-stop. i guess shooting the whole day really drains me. it was great to be shooting again.
anyhow, my cousin talked about da vin ci code. i was like, its anti christ. my cousin was like how you know. then i say i heard it. then she say, you din read what. haha. ok. nothing to say. i do not stop people reading it. i mean its their choice. but since its "rumoured" that it is anti christ, i dont think i should read it. i mean, if you say the book is good, then good for you. haha. just like how i enjoy "the five people you meet in heaven" and "tuesdays with morrie" this 2 book can get me reading again and again and again. not that it is very "christian" but i like the way they talk about life and how they view life as. i may buy another book soon by catherine lim. its about seeing life through your coffin. pretty cool.
i guess, in life, we view it differently almost everyday. because almost everyday our thoughts change. from maybe to a more mature point of view or to your own point of view. do not ask me how i view life now, for my answer will be horrible due to sentosa. (yes, i'm whining about it) i mean, going to sentosa everyday is one thing, but going to sentosa everyday to study is another. plus the fact my timetable is so packed, i cannot imagine doing project. haha. we probably should book a chalet at coasta sand and stay there to complete our project. ahhhhh.
i think i probably drop dead everyday i come home. sigh. i miss tp life. haha. not that its very slacking for me, but at least i feel i'm having more contacts with people. now, its like my course people are isolating ourselves. haha. i feel like i'm in ns. the only difference is everyday i get to go back to mainland and stay in mainland. hahaha.
i feel people are getting more sensitive about christianity. i mean, there are people who are not tactful when talking about christianity or say jesus. but why generalise that this is what christianity is. why say the worshipper are sucky etc. i mean, not all are like that right. is going easy that easy afterall? though i do not fear and i proclaim here that i'm a christian, it just pains my heart to see people having such negative thoughts about christianity. its really not what you see. but how can i prove it when within our own community, there are judge-ing, there are wrong things going on? prayers prayers prayers.
shucks i got lots of bites, and my brain just shut down. so, that's all. i guess my entry hasnt been making sense for VERY long. haha. ciao.