i'm happy. happy to see my church friends again. not that i actually went away for very long. but rather, every week of meeting up once or twice we already have alot to catch up. because our main purpose in going to church and for cell is to learn more about God not chit chat nonsense and have those heart to heart talk. so sometimes those 5mins talk is really precious.
finally woke up at 3pm. i gave up going to sch to submit my mc and go for training cause the jet lag really got into me. i slept at 6am. i sure hope the submission of mc within 48hrs is not inclusive of sat. and i really gotta get my ass out of my house next sat morning. the competition is really near. although i'm not expected to win, but i want to do my best rights? haha.
went to my grandmother's place today. its been ages since i last saw her i guess. haha. i have not been a really good grand-daughter i guess. not visiting my oldie grandmothers and grandfather. hmm, time for a change. maybe can tell my parents we visit on sunday. haha. then after cell can go. =D went to church around 630. din go for prayer meeting. haha. oOps. was chatting with xian and paul in the sanctuary. quite fun because we are always talking nonsense. lee came around 715. so we were all outside the sanctuary talking. until 725 when joshie choy reagen xian lee and myself were chatting outside. they slowly went in and it was left with lee and myself. called jac cherie to ask where are they. before i can call fel, i saw her walking towards the sanctuary. haha.
sat together and worshipping God together with my brothers and sisters is.. NICE. hee. the last song we sang, it kindda stop me to make me pray for my sis. hoping that she will be fine. though sometimes i dont really like her, i wont want to see her sad and stuff. so i use that song lyrics to be a prayer for her. and yea, i think she's coming along fine. =) sermon was abit long winded and some parts i din really understand. aRrGGg, the youths hearts gotta be stirred up!! something needs to be done. i guess the youths need to really rise up. spent sometime praying with zhon and lee. really felt His presence. by the time we pray finish, arr, everyone's gone. haha. oh well.
fel dont seem well today. wonder how is she. she better take good care of herself. glad to see lee happy once again. din really catch up with cherie and zhon and ed and jac. hmm, din see qing today as well. dont know why, i suddenly feel the church kindda empty. not literally, but just the feeling. i feel alot of fire no longer having a spark already. i feeling alot of people tired of coming. prayers prayers. we need to stay faithful for He is faithful.
oh well, school's starting. am i prepared? actually no. ever since after the first semester, i was never prepared for school to start. as much as i prefer studying to working, my study term is way to short to learn and grasp so much knowledge. just imagining it already start to drain me away. ahh. hear me scream. haha. you know, actually i dont think i need to be really successful in my career, although being successful is highly appreciated. haha. but, as i grow up, i really really, all i want is to see my close ones receiving christ and be saved and you know, all my loved ones to never be sad at all. i bet it pains God as much as it pains me to see any of them sad. but i cant do anything to make them happier can i? haha.
i dont know. though none of my friends say and make known that they are sad or troubled, i some sort feel it somewhere within them. or is it just me? hmmmm. haha. oh well, as long as my parents my sis my loved ones are happy, i wont mind going through alot of downs. pray pray pray.
guess my entry dont make much sense. so, ciao. i'm jet lagging!!!