Tuesday, May 24, 2005

when things turn bad,
when no one is there,
will you be there?
must we always commit the same mistake to know all over again its wrong?



woosh. went to sentosa today because i'm orientation leader. or else i really no need to get out. oh well, it was somehow fun? get to see people i've never seen for the whole holidays. haha. holidays seem to me to be like avoiding meeting up with my friends or perhaps we all got too much to do. the trip to sentosa wasnt as bad as i expected. maybe because i saw christine at harbour front center. haha. was basically walking around aimlessly.(ah, that's the reason why i dont meet up with my course people. we are always aimless. haha) was there around 11. pretty early i would say since i have to be at TAS(tourism academy school) at 12. made our way to sentosa by bus. quite cool. but i had to pay 3bucks. let's not get into the topic as to why. saw dee and fer at the sch's cafeteria and got scolded by dee for not calling her when i'm back. but come to think of it, i call her once but she din pick up. haha. oh wells.

all my mc, my sticker etc are settled. YES! praise God i got through it without any problem.was a leader to the HTB students. so basically i have 2 person under me. join hands with terence and alicia and we were trying our very best to converse well in chinese. haha. quite pathetic i would say. but it was nevertheless enjoyable. the day was tiring, and i guess i should look forward to class tomorrow to see how studying there is really like. haha.

was travelling around the island while playing games. alicia and myself went to subway to get a drink for myself and cookie for alicia. and guess what? they play christian songs!! i'm totally amazed shocked happy everything larx. haha. alicia and myself were singing. its Jesus You Are My Best Friend. haha. i'm gonna patronize them more frequently if possible. i dont know whether is it for all subway but its definately in sentosa's subway. haha.

anyhow. throughout the day i was hearing so much comments on how much i look like sunyanzi. ahhhh. not that i dont like sunyanzi but, hearing too much can sometimes get quite annoying.

i'm having mix feeling about alot of things suddenly. about school, towards people, towards life. i also dont know how to explain. i'm quite skeptical about my this sem class, and do hope, nah, pray that i will really have people who will work in my group. i don't know. i somehow just cant see things positive alone at this moment. guess its the school blues. haha. oh wells. i think i should sleep. have to wake up at 745 for a 10am class. i cant and dont want to imagine my 8am class. haha.

i miss the life i once had.
but its about moving on,
and i choose to move on with God in my life.
many things to those who gave me nice memories,
and of cause to those who are still providing me the wonderful memories.

He blessed me at 11:44 PM



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