Monday, June 06, 2005

when happiness isnt just about being happy.

its been a long and tiring day. still i'm holding on to whatever i believe. i'm glad i have a strong backing-God. with Him i can do anything.

cooking today sure was fun. we did lots of things. learnt lots of stuff. i've tasted the most heavenly tiramisu today. and i'm sure i'm gonna do it for someone i love soon. haha. hmm, my someone is actually quite a number of people. oh well. i truely believe that cooking food for the person/people you love, is really the best thing i can ever do. i really wanna cook like a whole set of food for you. ahh. time. i promise, during my holidays, i will cook something nice. hee. i think i must video the process from giving the food to you to all your facial expression. haha. i feel my post here is super misleading. haha.

i'm actually really really tired. seeing the mess on my table makes things worse. arRrgGg. i hate monday yet i love monday. i think i carried at least 5kg of things today. my shoulders are aching. i need a massaging chair like now. had project meeting earlier on, which isnt exactly quite fruitful. but i'm glad we did something. i was like rushing home to watch tv. haha. anyway, i do hope scenes like this will come to a stop soon. i cant possibly go home late everyday. its super duper tiring for me, and i believe my parents are like so worried. its no like i'm in tp, so close a distance. its sentosa. yucks. trust me, i've never really been in love with sentosa. haha. but since i'm studying there now, i think i should try to love the island. *rolls eyes*

oh, did i say, i kindda like my chef uniform. all of us, look so small in it. super cute. haha. but we are all neat and tidy. i think i might take a picture of myself next week in my chef uni. nice. going to the industry as a chef for me, it seems rather scary. but, no worries. i've got God. whee. i think i like the minestrone i cooked in sch. haha. i think i will make a great chef. haha. Amanda the chef is coming. haha.

i promise i will whip up some nice dishes specially for you soon. yea. soon.

i'm tired, and the thought of wearing formal tomorrow freaks me out. plus the make-up, i'm screwed. i only know how to put foundation and lipstick larx. sigh. haha. shiseido workshop tomorrow. i hope i get free make-up kit. hahaha. not funny. oh well, i better rest. need to wake up early to doll myself up. Right.

He blessed me at 11:07 PM



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