Thursday, June 30, 2005

today is home alone. mummy and daddy attending wedding dinner, sis at law camp. arRgGg. so bored. but come to think of it, its not as if we chat or what when all are home. but well, at least you know they're safe and sound at home. dont really like the feeling of waiting, especially at night. haha. no wonder mummy daddy gets so worried when both sis and myself aint home at certain timing. now i know.

anyhow, went out with corrin today. project meeting was cancelled, and so, decided to meet corrin. called edwin and sam along. but edwin had training and sam was tired. so, it was like "romantic" date for corrin and myself. some of my classmates thought corrin was my bf. because she called me when i was on the mrt, and they said i sounded as if i'm gonna meet my bf. so funny. all the funny comments i get. i recalled once when i was talking to my mum on the phone and some of my friends commented i was like talking to my bestest friend. haha. funny.

anyway, i just want to share this. i dont recall where i heard it or stuff, but i was reading chicken soup for the unsinkable soul. well, its my mum's book, and i stole it. haha. anyhow, was talking about power of love, like having kids who are handicapped and retarded and how they overcome all the barriers. then i recalled this story thingy. i really dont remember where i heard it. but it just struck me.

whenever a handicapped child is to be born to the earth, heaven will have a meeting. well, some sort. and God will say, this child will go to this family. something like that. the angels will protest by saying, but this familiy are nice and good, they dont deserve a handicapped child do they. then God replied. precisely. because they are nice and good, i know this child of mine will be in good hands.

i like this story. i mean, to me, its like, this hadicapped child was in so much thought in God. ah. beautiful. i always hear all these stories, but never remember who told me and on what occassion. haha.

anyway, ya, back to my outing with corrin. its quite funny cause we can never decide on a place to eat. in the end, we went to crystal jade to have some noodles. i had prawn noodle while corrin had beef noodle. we shared larx. then we had taco ball. can you believe, tampines have taco ball. i nearly went crazy over it. then we had all this mini donuts. so nice. and my senior is selling it. cool. so she gave me extra. haha. then we walked around, play the arcade for awhile, then we went gelare to eat ice cream. rather, i suggested it. haha. then, i just couldnt resist temptation. i drag corrin to the food court and i bought myself beef noodles. haha. oh no. i had so much food today. but its fun. whenever i'm out with corrin, my appetite is always good.

so yup, that's probably the end of my day today. i had fun today. but school is still calm. i wonder why? my classmate wanna go bangkok. should i go? its 295 for 4days 3nights with cathay. all cost included. its so cheap. arrggg. should i go? haha. havent get the green light from mummy yet. just mention it. but seriously, i doubt i will want to go. because, i will miss church, i cant bring myself to do it.

anyway, realise i have been really thinking about my future in the industry. in short, thinking of my career. corrin freak me out today. in like 1year or 1 and a half year time, i'm gonna be out in the industry, slogging my life away. ahhh. i told corrin i will never sell my life to being a hotelier. i will lose all sort of freedom, lose all my friends. i mean, seriously, my day and night will all be upside down. losing friends will come sooner or later because i will never find the time to be with them. i told corrin that now, i feel like just being those normal office worker. like in the morning, in my office suit, working into the company with friends/colleagues into the lifts. you know, like just normal 8 to 5 job. haha. but i know that will only remain as a "dream" because i'm in this course. haha. i probably opt for marketing or PR to avoid the mad timing at work. haha. yet to really think of my future. but i'm definitely gonna do my OSIP. which brings the issue of my cell, my family. i dont know, but something is prompting me OSIP. that i should go. arRgg. mummy is fine with it daddy is fine with it. i guess, if its God's will, he will open the path for me to get OSIP. work hard man.

i feel relax. yeah. zhon is not replying my msg. i doubt i can give the rest an answer. haha. oh well, that's all from me. gonna KO. ciao.

He blessed me at 11:04 PM



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