i want to leave the island everytime i set foot on it. no. its totally uncool to be studying in sentosa. no. i'm so not enjoying a bit of it. everytime i reach home, its like sevenish close to eight. sometimes even nine. and yes, we gotta admit that our parents are growing old. and, when my sis goes to uni, its gonna be a second honeymoon period for my parents. but you know what, i think all our parents yearn for their kids to keep them accompany. nowadays, whenever i'm home late, i cant help but feel a tinge of guilt and sadness. but my mum and dad are so sweet. they will keep food for me, re-heat the food etc. knowing travelling now is so tiring, my dad even offer to fetch me to a harbour front at times, even when his route is totally out of the way.
i do not particularly hate the island. but it just sounds so wrong to be studying there. claiming that we will meet real people etc. have the ultimate sun sand sea experience when all that can ever happen to us is to be caged up in that building. giving us projects that are ready to kill us anytime but no time to do. i end sch on an average of 5pm everyday. then we have to evacuate by 7 for safety reasons. so where can we do our project. its gonna be super dumb to be going back tp because some of them stay around the north and western area. like hello? i'm sorry, i just feel like complaining. its not easy to be travelling up and down. and now, being late is not excusable like in tp where we have the 10mins grace.
i do understand they are at the "getting use to it" stage. but its really to a disadvantage to the pioneer batch. then we had to suffer the shortening of school term thus the rushing of syllabus. hey hey hey. we arent robots. we are humans. give us a break!
sighs. enough for complains for the day. yes, i got to learn to appreciate. yes, my course is SO MUCH more interesting then others. hmmm. ok, maybe i'm really making things sound extremely bad. but, you got to pardon me. so i'm too at the "getting use to it" stage. oh wells.
kindda celebrated fer's birthday today. and i'm just glad that she's happy. the credit all goes to dee for choosing and shopping for presents. haha. frankly speaking, i hate it when someone's birthday is coming. because it means shopping and i have no idea what to get. haha. sorry pals if i ever give you stuffs that you dont quite like. =p had a nice chat with dee over a drink. was nice catching up. really miss those times where we can just sit down and chill. which brings me to the topic, why din we meet up during the hols? haha. i guess the 3 of us are really lazy. hahaha. oh my. now, dee's birthday is coming, and all of us are at our wits end. sigh. i guess we need to go challenger to shop to find something for her. haha. (the little joy God place in my life to make it more worth while)
seriously, i have no complains about life, for life is always good. i guess, it just boils down to my time management. maybe life in sentosa really isnt that bad. give me time to get use to it. i do hope i will not recall the days in sentosa when i'm back in tp and miss those time. those kind of thinking really kills and brings the mood down. haha. oh well, should try to love this island. i think i should really cut down on blogging or even going online. need to work hard. haha. which brings me to, "what am i doing here? i should be doing my work!!!" hahaha.