school's busy-ness is sipping back into my life and making me feel blue.
getting scolded the whole of yesterday was no fun at all. getting injuries here and there make me feel sick of myself. being so careless and stuff. not taking care of myself.
i got super annoyed and i guess i was really short-tempered. i probably flare at my group unknowingly. like for the first time? or maybe all the time. i just cannot take it that we're forever digress-ing, there's no progress. its kindda worrying. probably that's why working with friends aint a good idea afterall. too much to talk about.
i need to learn to accept others. not that i dont, but be more understanding. i'm really stubborn. i dont deny that. that's why in some related topics i take my stand very firm and cannot understand why some people think these certain ways. and when i get angry, i'm super irrational.
bad day for me i guess. i lost myself in that moment of time. i probably would like to see people contributing more and not always having some ailments during meeting. i'm sick and tired of hearing i'm not happy, my eyes are dry, headache, i'm cold. please dont bring your past habits into this next sem. change my impression and perspective. or hey, maybe its just ME.