two things indicate weakness- to be silent when its proper to speak and to speak when its proper to be silent
woosh. i dont know why i'm blogging here. but i just feel like typing things out. hmm. sch is fine today. wearing formal really is tough. especially in sentosa. take this morning for example. when i step out of the house, i was perspiring already. imagine in sentosa. with the blazar and everything. i need not elaborate much here.
went over to delifrance at siloso beach there for lunch. was putting some make-up there. well, auntie and melanie was helping me. thanks. had a talk by shiseido, was kindda dry but funny at some points. and yea. we got free stuffs. haha. i think the guys got better gifts. they got some cleanser and lotion from shiseido. hahaha. ok. i should be happy with what i got. so yea. i'm happy.
anyhow, just some note. i've realised this quite long but never had a chance to pen it down. i totally hate it when someone just become unhappy because of some quarrel with bf/gf/friends and show face and emotions even during project discussion. i mean, i did not come to see your face. and its like, we are quite old already, we should be mature enough to know when and where can we throw tantrums. sigh. but who am i to say, when sometimes i just do that. but i want to conciously remind myself not to.
yeah. lee is coming back tomorrow. happy. sunday we are sending the people going to missions. arRggGg. i want to go too. i want to leave the island of sentosa. now just the mention of sentosa really freaks me out. there's no chance whereby i can enjoy the sun sand and sea. i am just seeing TAS and more of TAS. the only time i went to the beach after like say 3 weeks of sch was TODAY. but for lunch. haha. i'm looking forward to fri. going sakae at siloso to eat and discuss project. super cool. but i think the amount of money i'm going to spend is going to rocket.
need to buy so much stuff. i have birthday presents to buy, starch for my clothes. more formal wear, a formal bag, a racket bag. i think this few stuffs is enough for me to spend a few hundred. *shake head* i fear the future not because of its uncertainty, but because of the amount of money. hahahaha.
oh well. its fer's birthday tomorrow. happy birthday my dear. =D