When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
and you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twist and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned insude out,
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst,
that you must not quit.
Clinton Howell
woosh. what an eventful week for me. being down up sad happy all come to me in the same week. being sick sure wasnt helpful at all. was feeling horrible but still trying to put that smile on my face. kindda tiring. meeting up with MSG and wOahwOah sure helps to put my life back on track. of course, the person who did it is from up above.
fri group meeting was waste of time. really. but retreat at night was great. had fun. fri night was cool with those 2 mad people over for mugging session. haha. they mug while i did my work larx. sat was the best ever in my life. skipped training though. a little guilty. but i'm sick. so cant be helped. had fun time with the 2 mad people. lots of "faith" word and "faith" related word coming towards me yesterday. the sermon was great. i think it was speaking to me.
when i'm in the wilderness, and nothing else can help me along the way anymore, its turning to jesus. when submitting is hard, its a choice of an easy way out. because when i submit, i know he takes over. i know its hard to submit, but i'm gonna learn to let him take over. i must have the faith to believe to trust to know that he will be there to guide me along the way. cool. submission and faith. it goes hand in hand. =) i'm gonna live my life differently. setting myself apart. when all these seems tough, but its easy suddenly. because he's working in my life. beautiful.
oh well, gotta study for proficiency test tomorrow. God bless me!
wOahwOah- have a whacking time doing the papers. You've did whatever you deem right, God will bring you through it. the week will pass. and soon, we're gonna go out and meet again. woosh.
He blessed me at
8:54 PM