today is the day of excitment. i was feeling so happy for so much of His blessing. this morning, i woke up and realise it was raining. i was like panic and stuff. and i just went online to check out the weather forecast. all thunderstorm. i was like cannot cannot cannot. and so, i was like praying very hard that the weather would be good. and guess what, the weather was fantastic today! then when i was at harbour front, alone, i was like just hoping someone will come soon, and paul came. then cherie called me to buy her a bottle of water, so paul and myself went cold storage to shop, and we bought 2 bottles of 1.5l of water, which was put to good use. then so happen when we got out of cold storage feli called regarding the cake, and we got the cake. the video camera got so much problem, but suddenly it was fine. arGgg. just too much things happening. its just great. and yea, we had much fun. though it was tiring, but everything was fun.
we had a drink after sentosa at harbour front, mac. haha. i was really zonked. but i was listening to their conversation here and there.realising in a about less then a year, alot of things will be changing. people going uni, people going ns, people going overseas. alot of changes gonna be happening soon. we're all growing up. and it seem life after sec sch is moving at lightning speed.
it seem only yesterday that fbi camp planning just begin, it seem only yesterday that the few of us went for the recce trip. it seem only yesterday that we had fbi camp. it seem only yesterday that we build this wonderful friendship. it's like, i dont know. i was dreading being in the committee. like dont know anyone. then i went in. i was like quite reserve and stuff. then after the recce trip, so many things change. it took quite awhile for me to like make friends with feli once again. like dont know how many donkey years never talk. then start from scratch. lee was easier to talk to as she was more insane then. its like. friendship that God brought together through different circumstances. though its like not even a year the friendship we have, but i'm cherishing it. i was telling corrin earlier on, God has bless me so tremendously that sometimes words cannot describe. just like wohwoh. whenever i'm tired, sad, down, etc. just seeing them, i can never not smile. corrin told me that because we had some kind of special bond. i think its true. that special bond is God living in us. so many things i cherish.
today, i decided to walk home from the interchange. and as i was listening, i was kind of like reminiscing the past. the friendships. the problems etc. and i'm just so glad i've live the life i did then and am doing now. no regrets in any step, for any wrong step bring me ans, and every step i take, i'm blessed by the Lord. arRGgGg. ever felt so blessed that you just couldnt take it? hahaha. i'm loving it. not the life though. the blessing. and the people in my life.
actually, (i din really want to type this out.. but..) i told God, or i'm telling him now. this life he give me, he rules it. and i just want to commit my whole life to doing His work. and that i pray for him to show his real purpose for me. example will be is the OSIP for me, is it what he wants me to do. is the cafe what he wants me to do. and that, if anything here, that is stopping me from doing his work, take it away. even if it means my friendship with wohwoh. my family. my precious friends. take it away. for my life is to do his works. oh well.
sometimes i think i'm a little weird. but i just thank God for who he has made me to be. are you happy with who you are? be happy. for God made you the way you are for a reason. go search for it.
anyway. i had world war 3 happening in my room earlier on. with that big gigantic lizard. my mum was on the front line. i was standing on the chair and ok.. i was screaming. but the lizard is big. and i'm scared of it and i hate it larx. although its God's creation. i just dont have that special bond with it. hahaha. my future husband got to know how to catch lizard and all those pest. haha. anyway, we won the war. and i've packed my room. yeah. tomorrow meeting corrin edwin and sam. so exciting. gonna study on wed with corrin and edwin. yup. that's about it. so people having exams, jia you. people studying for exams, jia you. people got projects to rush, jia you. haha. in all things, god work for those who do good.
to feli: yes. we will pray soon. this sat? are you READY for it? haha. i'll rush down after training. and use white for what? the words or the background. thanks for today too. you've always been our source of ideas. hahaha. just be more sane.=p
but go on doing good and giving to others, because God is well-pleased with such offerings. heb 13:16