Sunday, July 17, 2005

i had a bad start to the day because i woke up early to help my beloved friend print something. plus the fact that little cell attendance was really bad. not that anyone's at fault. so much so, no mood to do cell. haha. and yea, i will keep you in my prayers qing. come and talk to me if you need to. i dont promise much good advice from me, but i promise to listen. =) cheer up, know that God is always with you. doesnt matter if you dont read this.

met up with some of MSG-ers after little cell. we took a cab down to lavi's place and i got cheated!! arRgGG. well, difference of 30cents only from the other cab fare. haha. but still! ok. i shant be calculative. cell was cool. i couldnt play the ice breaker because of my hand. hee. so i was reading the verse while they all played. it was a funny sight. indeed. haha. and we had worship. which was quite fun. i wont exactly say we're distracted, because God is in our midst of fun and laughter too. =) after worship, uncle blu was sharing with us what is to come larx. and i want to go for the 2mths course in church. but my schedule, i only can make it like during feb. hahaha. oh wells. word was fine today, i have weird words coming to me and i'm in the asking question mood today. haha. i bombed my mum and dad with so many questions. fun. oh, i went off first today during cell, cause daddy mummy and sis came to pick me up for lunch. we had dim sum. haha. very long since we last had a proper meal together. so i enjoy it.

i have much fun today larx. but i'm sad because my mp3 isnt working as well already. eating battery at an amazing speed and the ear phone is spoilt. i cant listen to songs already. very sad. my dad was on the verge of getting the ipod mini for me. but well, its on the verge. hahaha. doesnt matter. i just need to find ways to get music along with me to travel. or probably a good book to accompany me. it's been sometime since i last had a good book.

i want so many things. haha. i'm so greedy. i want to know more about God. i want to know more about managing my time well. i want to spend more time with my parents. i want to spend more time with corrin and edwin. i want to spend more time with my loved ones. basically, its not wanting more on material stuffs. i just take it if it comes along, if it dont it doesnt matter. =) oh. i need to get some pressie. i owe some people for sometime already. haha. horrible. *shakes head* i probably hit the sack soon since i do not have the mood to do my work. school's starting tomorrow and i cant believe i'm still so slack. buck up manda!!

have i ever mention to you that you make my world so much more beautiful?
have i ever mention to you that you light up my world at night too?
have i ever mention to you that you have a place in my heart?
have i ever mention to you that you make me happy?
have i ever mention to you that i love you?
have i ever mention to you?
have i ever?
thank you for being with me through my ups and downs
thank you for teaching me how to be a better person
thank you for teaching me to smile
thank you for teaching me to love
thank you for everything
i dont care what others think
i dont care what others do
all i care is about you and you alone
and yes.
i'm so in love with you.
i'm so so in love with you.
i can never imagine my life without you.
indeed.
i'm blessed.
=)

He blessed me at 11:09 PM



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