why oh why oh why did london got it?! i cannot believe it. i was holding on to the hope that Paris will get it. Paris deserve to host it. Paris deserve to get it. arRgGg. i'm going crazy over it. Paris lost to london by a mere difference of 4votes. MADNESS. i'm devastated. oh man. i wanted Paris so much to get it. arRgGg. congrats london 2012 (sulking)
anyhow. i had a long chat with corrin yesterday about happiness. haha. weird that i'm touching on that topic. she was kindda bothered by the fact how much happiness can she give to people around her. which, includes me (shy) haha. its like, for different people, you hold different level of happiness. its normal. dont have to be affected. as long as you know, you added a smile to their life, i think it's sufficient. yeah, i understand that its only human to be comparing. but, dont larx. its making yourself living a miserable life.
i guess, my friendship with corrin can only be like how it is now. 2 words. LAID BACK. haha. whenever we're together with like edwin and sam, we will just go somewhere, eat, and sit back and relax. not doing anything. the friendship i have with corrin edwin and sam can never be compared to wohwoh. different common grounds. totally different. but nevertheless, both friendships are worth my time.
i dont really like how i am. i'm being much too complacent at certain things at certain times. i sometimes think too highly of myself. sometimes holding on to the pride and not putting it down. and i do see the increase of ocassions whereby i'm kindda prideful, stubborn and stuff. and i don't like it. i need to see things from another angle. (so oh lord, teach me, guide me, mould me.let things that are not of YOU be taken away from me.)
ahh. test tomorrow and project after that. hope all turns out well. it will right. haha.
Thank God for wonderful friends.
flee: i just realised, we will be at the chapel this weekend onwards. so where's prayer meeting? hmmm. anyway, its cool to have you in my circle of friends. haha.
Human pride will be humbled, and the loftiness of men will be brought low; the Lord alone will be exalted on that day. -Isa 2:11