the past week have been busy doing things. well. i was supposed to be busy. but come to think of it. i don't seem to be doing my work. which is like real bad. i need to get the engine started to do my research and work. i dont even dare look towards the week coming. it's gonna be really taxing on my part as well as on many others. guess, this is what i call a madness school term. haha.
been inspired, been thinking alot about what i am gonna do and will have to do. my commitments and many others. thought alot about my future. and seriously speaking. i do not know what i want to do. i seem to be like just following the crowd. i dont know what i want to be next time. seems kindda scary and uncertain about whatever is ahead of me. all i know is i want to do my OSIP and i want to further my studies. but, for what? i really dont know.
i do most of my reflections at night. you know, when the sky is dark and everyone is asleep, that's when you are more emotional. haha. and so, reflection is easier i believe. haha. i have words like back to the basic, about focusing on people, about the less fortunate ones. ahhh. i dont know. i think its high time i cut down on my spending and lead a more simple life. ya. give me time. i feel like i need to do something to bless the less fortunate. i guess, its what they call voluntary poverty. let's see what He has more in store for me to see. =) well, this is the happiest thing for me throughout the week. that i learn to wait and listen. even though it was a short while.
well, i did stupid things with my group this week. was quite entertaining. we went to images of singapore and had just so much fun. we had recording as if we were the host of certain programs. we even created our own slogan. its funny larx. but the site visit to rasa earlier on was plain boring. trust me. haha. i mean almost anyone would have agree with me. but well, we got free drink so its like not that bad. but the Spa is superb larx.
let's see what else happened. haha. oh. i went to the sensei again yesterday. this time, he's a better doc. but. i was in so much pain and my mum was laughing. the doc asked me whether i want to do acupunture and i was like er no. haha. my mum went not pain one, go and do. i was like raise eyebrow larx. all my friends ask me to go and do it. so i will heal faster. but i think its ok. i'm scared. haha. and yesterday was like shopping session for me after project meeting. met my mum and dad and went on hunt for my new set of office wear. i tell you GOD IS GOOD. haha. i bought one set, the complete set for just 77.90 super cheap. haha. and my mum is just so delighted she need not spend another bomb for my office wear. haha. oh. why i say God is good, because i'm too small a size to look for nice fitting one, and g2000 sales cant find my size and its not complete set. but after searching so hard, my mum and i thought maybe we go back and just get the blazaar first. so we ask the sales girl, she went in and got me the size i want, then we ask do you have complete set kind and she was like er, we have for one. and she went to get my size. and i tell you. God is good, because he brought us back there. =) and so, i was a happy shopper yesterday. haha.
my mum dad and sis are at hwa chong now. my sis collecting her prize for her good result. so proud of her. haha. i wanted to go for training but well, my hand. so, i'm home printing notes. haha. going out soon to do research and later off for my family gathering. which means, no church today. =( oh well. i love God still so much. haha. and i feel like cutting my hair. any comments?
i just cant believe i'm the blessed one. and i can never stop myself from praising you. knowing that without you in my life, it will be a mess, i know you're my Lord God Father Jesus that love me so much. ahh. blessed. i just want more of you lord.