went to school to attend the graduation ceremony of my seniors. well, i was there as an usher. quite high class one i would suppose, as all of us were almost fully dressed up(formal wear). i used almost because our hair weren't exactly very neat and ya, make up for most of us werent obvious. i have my fair share of being some silly girl welcoming the guest etc etc. when it was about 230, it's like the shepherds chasing the sheeps back to their place. haha. quite a funny scene. but i suppose, the ushers for my batch of graduates will be quite fed up with us in future.
anyhow, we were talking so much about the guy who got the Lee Kuan Yew award and another who got the Tay Eng Soon award. and their intelligence and determination is beyond words to describe. let's not talk about the Lee Kuan Yew award guy. his result is like too good to be true. 22distinctions and 6As. please shoot me. so far, all i have is like 1A 2B+ 6Bs 3C+ and 1C. ok. it's really quite average. i need to be beyond average.
seriously, i'm quite inspired to do well. imagine, graduating with merit. it's like WOW. i mean, it's also easier for you to find a job, and get entry to other uni. i just want my GPA to be like above 3.4?? haha. i have to get lots of As. it's actually not impossible. as long as i put in the hard work. i'm quite hesistant to make a commitment here that i will study everyday. haha. but well, i will make the commitment here that i will work hard. to prevent all those Cs. haha.
during the ceremony, when i was like watching the "show", i feel sad and yet happy. (i put myself in the graduates' shoes) its like sad that life isnt about what you can have now, not worrying about earning money and stuff, having your friends around, that you have to adapt to new environment again. but then, happy that the torment of rushing projects are over, you made it by getting your diploma after your hard pursue of 3 years. and i dont even know to cry for joy or because i'm reluctant to leave. you know, like there's a war between happy and sad in you. haha.
was with boon after the event. went to tm to eat and just talk. and ya, we were still talking about the results and how we want to work hard. and of course, talk about school stuffs. kind of like basic topic to talk about right. haha. we went window shopping for awhile too. and i need to shop. so many cheap things. hahaha. saw slyvie and alvin and some other htm people too. oh well.
i guess, its time i stop to reflect on what i've gained so far and what i need to do. stop to wait upon the Lord, to seek his guidiance on what to do, where to go. i think its important we take pride in our work, for it reflects totally about us, and what God have done to our lives.
.. Blessed are those who wait for him! - Isaiah30:18