i got lost in my train of thoughts. wondering what is to come. but no clue was given. temper on the rise, i lost my way to crub it. have i forgotten a you in my life. why did i not run to you? is it that tough afterall. isn't it all men's work?
hmm. i think i've broken my record of sleeping like 13.5hrs for 4 days. well, i din sleep at all on thurs night. went to sleep around 6+ in the morning. whole group were awake. i don't know is it a mis-management of our timing or what. but it can't be. because, when i went to sch on fri around 10, i saw lots of human zombies. haha. funny scene as it might have been, but, we are all in the same situations. and all the funny and senseless things that we do, really goes all out to prove we did not have enough sleep. haha.
yes, we might have submitted what is needed, but i don't exactly think we will have quite good marks. it was obviously last minute effort. everything don't seem right, and i just gave up. as in really. i don't know what's going on but yet know what is going on. hmm. feel really drained. sigh. the 2weeks ahead don't seem smooth sailing at all. goodbye to sleep.
but many things to give thanks though. Thank God for my marketing teachers who've decided to postpone our case analysis to be submitted on monday instead of yesterday. Thank God for boon who put in so much effort and did the whole bese report. Thank God for the hard work put in by kaili, mel,xiu and all. Thank God for nice taxi uncles. Thank God for the fun we manage to get during this hell week.
busy-ness this week seem scary. it's as if some forces is piling the work to get me away from you. i relent to it. that's probably one of the reason why i felt lost during the week. i almost breakdown because i don't know what's next to face up. i almost breakdown because of the stress. maybe i've given myself too much stress. there're sometimes when i just couldnt stop myself from being mean. tell me all these are not what it seem to be. tell me all these have ended. i want to hear. i yearn for it.