Monday, July 11, 2005

dont know to consider it a good sleep or not. was disrupted around 9 by one of my closest friend in poly asking whether i want to get a second hand pc, followed almost immediately by my mum's call asking where's my sis. haha. woke up again around 1230 realising everything around me is spinning at lightning speed. as in i literally see things spinning. but woke up like finally around 1.

basically, that is the most interesting thing that ever happened in the day for me. haha. i was at home doing almost nothing the whole day. just stoning and day dreaming. i seem to be missing some excitment in my life. haha. i wonder what.

oh ya. i want to go to the zoo like soon. i miss zoo. it's been ages since i last went there. i want to go to the zoo, go jurong bird park, reptile park, underwater world. haha. dont i just love singapore's attraction? but seriously, the zoo is the best attraction singapore have. trust me. i just love zoo. i need to go to the zoo soon. anyone wanna be a nice nice person to accompany me there? and ya, i need to go pulau ubin soon too. miss that place. haha. dont you sense the touristy feeling within me? haha.

on a serious note. though its like the water is calm now, i know there are more to come. its like the tsunami. it was so calm suddenly, then *wham* comes the waves. this is like my work and projects now. so calm now, but i tell you, lots of late nights await me. i just cant seem to get myself started. i'm like an old car, when stop, very hard to get started. hahaha. but when i get started i can go a long way. need to change engine soon. make it a new car. start and stop easily. haha.

i seriously like how things are now. although there's a lack of excitment in life, but peace is nice too right? i'm dreading the changes we'll face in time to come. like next year, some going to tekon chalet, some going overseas to study. i'm not ready for such changes. and i know, the working force is drawing me in. bit by bit. ah. ever changing environment. freaks me out. i need to know how to handle all these.

dont you find the things around you moving too fast sometimes.
dont you want people to slow down and ask about you sometimes.
dont you feel lost sometimes.
dont you yearn for something the world cant give sometimes.
dont you...

life is cool as long as i have God. and of course, you, you, you, you. so many of you. =)
who's going zoo with me? =p

He blessed me at 11:05 PM



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