today's outing was great. but i was so so so so so so so annoyed with someone. God knows. xian knows. qing knows. bro knows. feli knows. and i cant believe i havent got over it. i'm probably overprotective. but tell me how to not be? i really dont know. yea. qing told me. pray manda pray. i know. i probably had my emotions got the better of me earlier on. but i'm glad i din do anything foolish. i was quick in thinking. haha. oh well. at least the nightmare is gone for now. really i mean it. THANK GOD.
went out with the girls after the games. well, not all came. but still i do hope they enjoy lunch. you know, i was talking to feli on and off during games day and we just went, i really love my girls. haha. i guess, even though there's this age gap, as time passes and you get to know them day by day or rather week by week, you realise they sometimes are the ones who kept you going. and yea, without a doubt and hesitance, i love my girls. haha. and yea, i do hope amanda like the present although i have serious doubt. wahahaha.
hmmm. yesterday's worship, God's presence was strong. really. and even though i acknowledge his presence alot of times, i realise i havent change in my ways. i havent been living in his way. i felt as though i'm the worse person on earth. i'm so glad for the chance to just be before him, on my knees. really. that point of time, i felt the greatest thing ever happened to me. He forgive me! amazing isn't it? and i'm just so happy that many people acknowledge His absence in their life and seek forgiveness. really really great. =)
he's amazing. really really amazing. even if i dont mean a thing to anyone on earth, i do know that someone on earth made my life different, that's Jesus. he showed me the way the truth and the life. i don't mind being alone, for didnt i came to this earth alone? people who came in my life, left footprints, made impact, its a bonus from God. and i'm proud to say, God has been blessing me with all these bonus. need not say much. haha.
oh well, so now, continue to keep me in your prayer list, for me to be patient with that person i mention in the beginning, pray that i will continue to stay close to God, pray that i will know time management, pray that i will serve well, and guess what, i will pray for you all in all things. oh well. Qing, if you're reading this, please rest well ya. =)