i have thousand and one things to blog about. so much so, i don't know where to begin. yesterday's entry was really a very brief one(gosh, quite lengthy and it's still brief!!).
yea yea yea. did i mention that i've finally submitted my IR project on fri? it was hard work. really. lots of procrastination in the midst of doing, but, by not sleeping for close to 2days, i think we worked hard right.(i had to re-do so many stuffs. shant talk about it). yea. and it's really madness. to think my group mates think that both boon and myself are robots cause we don't seem tired. ahhhh. i'm so tired i could die. haha. but all ends well, and i'm just so glad that its finally coming to an end. i HAVE to do well for presentation. AR aint really bothering me i wonder why. nah. i got to work hard. i have to. oh well. tomorrow gonna do both presentation and AR with boon xiu mel and kaili. it's gonna be a hard time getting down to work again. haha. but i'm sure it will turn out fine(because no time already!!)
anyway. went to rasa today as i was on my deployment. met my supervisor and he's funny. yea. was cutting potatoes (first assignment) and i cut my thumb. oh hooray. i thought nothing happen. then i saw the cutting board with my blood. even more hooray. ah. kill me ok. the wound is pretty deep. i can see my flesh. haha. wanna see? nah. but the funny thing is, you know my friend helped me to apply this dont know what oil larx. and its pain. but they scream while i was like just tahan-ing the pain. hahaha. my mum better still, i just tell her she scream already. hahahhaa. ya. anyway, i peeled one whole chunk of onions(i ran out of terms to use already) and i was crying. hahaha. that bad larx. peel alot of onions. and i tell you, i never seem to get rid of touching onions. i'm always slicing onions, chopping onions, peeling onions. haha. give me onions again i will go mad!!! yea. oh, my chef let me off early today. he's nice. haha.
went for dinner with my parents finally after don't know how many donkey years. went to NUS to fetch my sis and gosh, i'm sure to get lost in the campus and so, my sis, needless to say. hahaha. we went to this restaurant at eunos to eat, and its super nice. the crab and stuff. haha. and ya larx, i'm a spoilt child today. my parents help me shell the crab. i have my reason. remember my thumb. muahahaha. yea. happy birthday daddy!! yea. its past midnight. haha. gonna have sakae sushi tomorrow. hahaha. yayness(acting bimbo. haha) then will be project. coolness. =D
anyway, want to share something. was talking to uncle blu alot yesterday after cell. about spiritual growth why sometimes feel this way and stuff. and i was telling him like how i find some youths behaving very individualistic and stuff. and he actually said that in order for us to not sin, we got to die to ourselves. attend our own funeral. because as long as we longer live for "i" which is yourself you won't sin, and your main focus will be just on God. because if you take out the i from sin, you no longer have sin. because there's no word sn. haha. pretty interesting. i probably noticed that fact but never thought deep. oh well. i love God. i do. and i'm just glad how he brings me out of all those rubbish i was ever in. and i want to go China!!! mention to my dad and mum. they din comment. haha. so maybe maybe maybe. hahaha.
no. it's no longer a dream, a fantasy. it's reality. i'm living a life for my God!