nothing matters more than you to me. you're my everything. i can never imagine neither do i want to imagine a life without you. you're there when i'm happy, sad, angry, upset,moody, restless and more. you never left me. but i neglect you.
i'm sorry for the things i've ever done. cause i really din mean to hurt you. i had no intentions to hurt you anyway. you gave me many things and of course, this life. the only thing i can do to repay you is to live a life pleasing and honouring to you. and that is to live up to my calling. so i just want to look to the future, clear and bright, not all misty and let uncertainty get the better of me. i've always been emotional and sensitive. let this be good and not bad. i want to just let things flow your way not my way. i love you.
so my sem has finally come to an end. happy or sad, i don't know. many things to thank God for this sem. the people i've met the things i've done, ahhh, everything was just fun and cool. thank God. no doubt the stress got the better of me, but everything turn out fine. =) couldnt get any happier then that. and yea, i do pray that next sem i wont have to change class. it has been my sem1 wish and now sem3 wish.
i'm so glad that we clear the air you know. and yea, you mean alot alot to me. you just got to understand me and you will probably understand why i do certain stuff and behave at a certain manner. just dont let those tears drop again. be happy and i'll be happy too. =)
oh ya, i cut my hair and its horrify-ing to know that i look younger. well, my sis say i look like a 12 yr old girl. i freaked out larx. like i took the courage to cut my hair short, well it aint really short anyway. yea. some people say i look weird. ahhhh. no worries. my hair will grow. yes. my hair will grow. haha. oh ya, i lost my crs notes and i'm very lost. i dont know what to do. sigh. i need to meet some people to study at the same time photocopy the notes already. oh well.
ok, this is a very random blog entry. and my tag board is very quiet. my tag board is under memories if you must know. hahaha. oh well, i think i should sleep since i studied a little just now. ciao.