i dont know. qing say i have high expectations that's why i'm still you know, unhappy, disappointed and stuff. i dont know. i hope that the person who's hurting you isn't me. i mean, ok larx, i think i'm quite harsh on you. but it's like, i dont know. i'm tired you know. but i was waiting for you to explain. then you say dont know, so fine larx, what can i say but forget it right. probably i'm harsh larx. and i'm sorry. totally driving me crazy. i don't normally am like that. but, ahhhhhh. ok, i'm sorry. isnt it a more sincere way if i do it upfront? hmm. i dont know. i dont even know who hurt you. is it me or someone else. talk back like how you use to. dont withdraw yourself from me. i doubt you even read this. so looks like i'm talking to myself.
anyway, something to be happy about, i got A+ for my project. happy. and thank god. yea.
praying hard that i will learn how to lower my expectation, that i did not hurt you and that yea, be happy.