ok. time for something to rejoice. i din hurt myself at all today. you know. i'm not mad as to want to get injured and stuff. but it just seem that every monday, without fail, i will cut myself. haha. and i just praise God that really, he watched over me. his angels watched over me, that's why i'm without a single injury. just thank God. and you know, i did so many things today. it's fun fun fun. but tiring. haha.
i was thinking alot. hey hey, nothing emotional. just thinking of the holidays and what i'm gonna do. haha. and dont know why, i was just thinking of ways for me to cook. haha. i probably fell in love with cooking. not that i want to be a chef, hey, being a chef is cool too. will consider it. haha. and the only fun thing about cooking is cooking for your love ones. isnt it? i realise i have a list of people to cook for, oh gosh, i'm so flirtatious. haha. heyhey. i love my friends, that's all. haha.
i love chatting with this particular person recently. this person is fun to be with. really. this person simply just puts the smile on my face too. haha. this person sometimes remind me of alot of others. this person sometimes tell me the strangest things ever. this person, i love for God sent this person to my life. haha.
but you know what matters most to me? its not this person. but how happy this person can be. this person is haha. those who you know have made me very happy. nothing much to say, but stay happy, for God gave you a life not to dwell on the unhappiness, but to get sad, then get over it and live life to the fullest. =) i know i am no saint for i dont live this way, but you know, try as much to live this way. you probably find life more meaningful.
nonono. this happy feeling i have is not affected by exterior, at least for now. and i do pray it will not be affected in the future too. i dont want to have those emotions fluctuations. kindda tiring. keeping my focus on God is quite tough, but that's what i want to do. and you know, i'm proud to be a christian, because i know i wasnt worth it, but He made me feel worthy of. ah. a feeling that cannot ever be described. =) stay happy my friends. nothing means more to Him then you being happy. same goes for me.