yeah. exams over! hooray. ok. i dont exactly feel high about it. its just those normal reaction like:"ok, exams are over." that's all. but come to think of it, this is probably one of the most tough exam period i've been through larx. like, time was passing so slowly and stuff. oh wells, before more decisions to be made, i would have to wait until at least 23rd september. yeah.
hmmmm. i've actually been spending time watching this HK drama-shades of truth. my sis rented it and have to return by tues, so i'm rushing the show now. at episode er.. 13 i think. have another 12episode. i'm sure i can complete it! haha.
seriously, i have not much plans for my hols yet. want a job but too lazy to look for one. and boonkiat, mel, xiu and lihiang are going m'sia. ahhh. i want to go too! oh wells, just making a comment larx.
oh, today(saturday) i went out with my parents and reached church around 645? and i thought why not go for prayer meeting. i would say its good to be talking so much to God. and i really thank God for his strong presence today. i thought alot about my works, be it personal, sch or church, and when you talk about surrendering, its not as easy as it seems like.
i sort of given up hope, but i know if i give up hope, everything will turn haywire and stuff. ahhh. i dont know larx. i think God must have his plans for me to go through this phrase, just like how i been through the different phrases of life when i was younger. good or bad, hah, it will come to past.
all i can say is, you still mean the world to me. just like how you died on the cross for me. thank you for this love, grace and mercy. and i pray for more patience for more understanding. =)