"...know i'm far from perfect. like a child that needs a guiding hand, can you stay here with me. i finally understand, y ou've always been the missing part, complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart. Please hear me, when i say, you are all that I need, the only treasure I seek, you're the air that helps me breathe, through the darkest night. when i fall down on my knees, i was blind but now i see, you are all that i need. please let me hear your voice again. let me hear you say your love will never end. and whatever it takes you'll be there..."
within a short span of i think 2hrs, i've learnt 2 lessons. how interesting God teaches us things. nono. it has nothing to do my studies. anyway, one is about taking things for granted and the other, assumption. well, i've learnt my lesson, really, through a not so hard manner, but still, it impacts me.
i've learnt that being sad and angry is only an emotion that gets you so.. unhappy? i dont know. its afterall past tense. so, yeah, let go of all these emotions. so i guess, i'm fine.
anyway, lets talk about something happy? er.. right, not really happy larx, but, it just puts a smile to my face. these person is a little kid, my cell member's sis. ahhh. she's so adorable larx. 3yrs out. she was our special guest today during cell, but she was pouting throughout. then she cried. ahhh. but, she's nonetheless CUTE. goodness. i think if xian was there he probably ask her to wait for him. hahaha. her cuteness can be compared to pastor adrian's daughter. hahaha. well, kids do put a smile to your face right? i love kids. really. they are just so, heartwarming? i dont know. yea. well, i only dont like babies to cry non-stop. and yea, i dont like rude kids. met one before with auntie. we were like listening to mp3 then he just walk up and pull our ear phones. ahh. i almost went crazy. and he started kicking auntie slippers away. wah, i could strangle him. dont even know what his parents were doing. goodness. (auntie. i finally blogged about this boy. haha) well, KIDS. haha
anyhow, went to my grandma's place today, and she's older again. i feel quite sad everytime i go there. because she talks to me, but i dont talk. wait wait. its because of language barrier. she speaks in hakka and goodness, i'm a failure with dialects larx. but well, amazingly i manage to catch whatever she say to me today. haha. i was asking my mum what was my grandma talking, and my mum refuses to translate because my grandma was saying how smart and guai i am. hahaha. lalala. i love my grandma! really. she's the best. even though i dont talk much with her, she just love me so much. well, which grandparents dont love their grandchildren right?
oh, did i mention, i think my parents are in an exceptionally good mood, or maybe buying mood. they were asking me what i want and stuff. hahaha. anyway, my list will never change. i want a digi cam!! hahaha. think daddy might get one soon, since i've been talking about digi cam for dont know how long. and i'm so gonna get hold of that puma shoe that caught my eyes. and when i find a job, i will buy myself a crumbler/crumpler. whatever it is. you get the pic. i'll get a RED one. haha. notice how much i love red? i realise i like mostly primary colours. like black, white and red. hahaha. green just complements it. =) and i realise alot of my friends like green and brown. interesting.
note to self: study hard during the week. like DUH. haha. ciao.