never mind the past, never mind the present, never mind the future, cause it doesnt matter anymore. i dont know why the conversation goes in either manner, you not being happy/irritated or me being unhappy/irritated. maybe its something we have to end? i dont know. perhaps we've never realise all these differences so much until now? perhaps perhaps perhaps. or maybe, i've never cherish you nor am nice to you.maybe i need to learn to be a nice person?
you know, humans are always having the tendency to be more self-centered. its irritating larx. like all you can think is yourself, how much you have sacrifice, how much you have done for people. ahhh. even i'm guilty for that. humans are so disgusting. goodness me. i never find happiness with people. i only find it when i'm with God. when i'm surrounded by music. but, that doesnt mean people around me arent important.
i guess, why we get irritated by people is because we have set standards high for people to meet. is that so? *shrugs* ever get so irritated by people who cant get things going on? ever get so irritated by people who talk without thinking? ever get so irritated by people who always think they're right? ahhh. i have enough of all these human politics formed by human ourselves. what's up with humans. torturing own mankind. ahhhh. why why why why. can i hate humans for 5secs? please. ok. 1 2 3 4 5. done.
i'll love humans because we're all God's people. God loved me, therefore i know how to love. i will try my best to love everyone around me. really. i promise. but, just dont let me get irritated again. hmm. which means i need to pray for patience. yea. so that's about it.
i miss you. all having promos, prelims and important exams, JIA YOU ar...=)